Apr 07, 2005 23:39
this is how i am feeling lately
i don't know what to do with myself. I feel like I need some time off or something to get my game face back. MY world as I know it is crashing down around me. I just feel like I don't have a real friend to talk to. It's so hard.
it's also hard to want all these guys to like you, to want to hear your beautiful so bad that it makes you cry. It's hard.
I wonder what my life will be like after team?
i just don't know anymore.
Right now i want to live somewhere else, but nothing feels right.