break...this break is not going like I planned at all
Brandon must have hooked up with a girl.. he's not returning my calls. which is fine.
I don't think that I expected to be spending everyday with Jay. I really don't know waht to do. I think he might actually like me. I have liked this boy since I was 14. True... I started liking him for all the wrong reasons, but he is so awesome.
I really don't want to mess this up.
This entry is gonnna be all about him so if you don't want to know go to the next entry.
So...we were in the car the other day and he was saying how when we were at the mall we saw one of his friends and she wanted to know if I was his girl friend.. I say.. I don't think I could handle being you girl friend. He askes why, and I tell him because he holds qualities that I look for in someone that I want to be with for a long time. It would freak me out if that person actually liked me back.
later on that night he says.. yeah I was hanging out with my brother and he asked me what was going on between the two of us. Then he continues, I told him that your really cool and I love hanging out with you and ... I change the subject because I am so nerveous.
It even makes me nerveous to sit close to him on the couch. I really don't want to move this to fast. I mean we have been friends since june and all, but I really want to be intentional about getting to know him. The hard thing is that I don't know that he likes me for sure, so I don't know if I am suffering through all this just to find out that he thinks of me as nothing more than a friend. I dunno...Mr. Kittle you are so confusing.
I text messaged him and told him that I was canceling on him, we were supposed to go on a horse drawn carriage ride, but that seems to much like dating. Plus I want him to tell me how he feels...so I can stop freaking out.
Ok this is my freak out section I am done now. I try not to talk about it with to many people. ok done.
Hey if anyone has no where to go for Christmas call me and you can come join us
248-310-1186
I don't think that I expected to be spending everyday with Jay. I really don't know waht to do. I think he might actually like me. I have liked this boy since I was 14. True... I started liking him for all the wrong reasons, but he is so awesome.
I really don't want to mess this up.
This entry is gonnna be all about him so if you don't want to know go to the next entry.
So...we were in the car the other day and he was saying how when we were at the mall we saw one of his friends and she wanted to know if I was his girl friend.. I say.. I don't think I could handle being you girl friend. He askes why, and I tell him because he holds qualities that I look for in someone that I want to be with for a long time. It would freak me out if that person actually liked me back.
later on that night he says.. yeah I was hanging out with my brother and he asked me what was going on between the two of us. Then he continues, I told him that your really cool and I love hanging out with you and ... I change the subject because I am so nerveous.
It even makes me nerveous to sit close to him on the couch. I really don't want to move this to fast. I mean we have been friends since june and all, but I really want to be intentional about getting to know him. The hard thing is that I don't know that he likes me for sure, so I don't know if I am suffering through all this just to find out that he thinks of me as nothing more than a friend. I dunno...Mr. Kittle you are so confusing.
I text messaged him and told him that I was canceling on him, we were supposed to go on a horse drawn carriage ride, but that seems to much like dating. Plus I want him to tell me how he feels...so I can stop freaking out.
Ok this is my freak out section I am done now. I try not to talk about it with to many people. ok done.
Hey if anyone has no where to go for Christmas call me and you can come join us
248-310-1186