why can't i speak whenever i talk about you?
people can be so aggervating some times. i know it's only because people care but i hate when people... people as in my own friends follow me to the bathroom... and then try to make it as non-challent and unplanned as possible *only washing my hands*... right... i know it's because they care but god leave me the fuck alone... in all bitter honesty it would only make me feel more trapped and shitty and makes me quite aggervated. the people who do this know who you are... just felt like getting that out. it's been on my back for a while. my business is me and my moms shit not yours.
and on to a new subjust. me and austins date went over quite nicely we went to uno's for dinner. a place i thought quite frankly would take ours to get our meal cause me and austin went thtere on our first real date back in january and we were there for like 2 hours. well we were out of there in less then an hour this time and had an hour to spare before the movie was to start. we went to see the italian job which was quite insteresting. i didn't mind it. it was good. although i really was hoping to se tomb raider 2. so later hopefully. when krissy comes down here we're going to see the new mandy moore movie together! i'm so excited. that will be shortly, probably the second week in august. so that gives me something to look forward to. i miss her this year for my birthday i'm going to have a party since i didn't have a sweet 16. so hopefully she'll be able to come down for that as well. it's good cause much time won't pass between when we see eachother now. things have started to get better and it's brought us even closer then we were before *is that possible?!* lol. what would i do without her? i would be awful lonely thats what best friends are for!
so right now i'm babysitting *fun fun* i'm guessing i'm not working tomorrow cause lori (my boss) never called me *shrug* i think i'm going to start looking for another summer job because i am in despret need of money. for car insurence and stuff. that starts september... thats if i don't get my car in august so... yeah money is needed. plus i want to buy a new cell. i found one in BJ's that i want and it's $99.99, i think it's a Samsung S105 , it's really cute. but it's 50$ at amazon, so i guess i'll wait and see. ,y phone now it like shit.
i'm invited to go back down the shore the first week in august! scoree! it's with the kids i'm babysitting now. i'll have to see if any of my friends can drive down one night and meet me at bay village or something. *ANYONE AVAILABLE?* lol. mom said i can drive her down to the beach this week one day!! scoreeee. i miss the beach.
must remember to measure circumference of thighs. might have actually gotten smaller. haha. anyways now i'm bored. i just put evan to bed and made alex an ice cream sunday. oh i am a wonder goddess of a babysitter. all in a days work... someone call me... please? xobyebye
and on to a new subjust. me and austins date went over quite nicely we went to uno's for dinner. a place i thought quite frankly would take ours to get our meal cause me and austin went thtere on our first real date back in january and we were there for like 2 hours. well we were out of there in less then an hour this time and had an hour to spare before the movie was to start. we went to see the italian job which was quite insteresting. i didn't mind it. it was good. although i really was hoping to se tomb raider 2. so later hopefully. when krissy comes down here we're going to see the new mandy moore movie together! i'm so excited. that will be shortly, probably the second week in august. so that gives me something to look forward to. i miss her this year for my birthday i'm going to have a party since i didn't have a sweet 16. so hopefully she'll be able to come down for that as well. it's good cause much time won't pass between when we see eachother now. things have started to get better and it's brought us even closer then we were before *is that possible?!* lol. what would i do without her? i would be awful lonely thats what best friends are for!
so right now i'm babysitting *fun fun* i'm guessing i'm not working tomorrow cause lori (my boss) never called me *shrug* i think i'm going to start looking for another summer job because i am in despret need of money. for car insurence and stuff. that starts september... thats if i don't get my car in august so... yeah money is needed. plus i want to buy a new cell. i found one in BJ's that i want and it's $99.99, i think it's a Samsung S105 , it's really cute. but it's 50$ at amazon, so i guess i'll wait and see. ,y phone now it like shit.
i'm invited to go back down the shore the first week in august! scoree! it's with the kids i'm babysitting now. i'll have to see if any of my friends can drive down one night and meet me at bay village or something. *ANYONE AVAILABLE?* lol. mom said i can drive her down to the beach this week one day!! scoreeee. i miss the beach.
must remember to measure circumference of thighs. might have actually gotten smaller. haha. anyways now i'm bored. i just put evan to bed and made alex an ice cream sunday. oh i am a wonder goddess of a babysitter. all in a days work... someone call me... please? xobyebye