Jan 03, 2013 08:35
so, according to some people, i need psychologist. therapist. or a psych ward because the way i feel and act affects everyone around me.
well, i really dont want to bring people down
i want to be myself.
i want to be accepted as myself
whether im in a bad mood or not
i dont want to ship someone off
because they have issues
also.
well, there is a person in my life that doesnt think that; someone who loves me anyway, even when i am acting like a crazy bitch mood swinging me.
its not really an act. i just get that way. somehow i let people bring me down. those closest to me.
let's pull up the rug and sweep me under.
the people closest to me, they all say and think the same way/thing.
i care about their opinions, which is why this hurts me so.
those who really matter
are those who love me regardless and dont want to see me disappear to get doped up on something i was born with. not mentioning the crazy side effects that i must deal with. no.
i wont give in.