things that i may never grasp.
I truely can not understand how people...can think that being gay could be a choice. Why would anyone choose to make life more difficult for themselves?!? Have less rights than a typical human being. Be chastised and looked down upon. To be thought of as less than everyone else. To not be able to protect the family that was built out of love? Why would someone CHOOSE that?!?! You can, though, choose to lie to yourself....marry a man and live misribly for the rest of ur life....but THAT is a choice. Your predispositon to the BIOLOGICAL attraction that comes with hormones is NOT a choice. Who puts butterflies in my stomach is not my choice. The fact that my heart lies in the hands of a WOMAN is not my choice...its how I was born. Its a part of me that has grown as I have. Just like walking...no one knows how to walk when they are born how to walk. You learn to take those steps as you grow. You do not know how to talk. You learn. You do not know how to love. You learn. You learn what society wants you to to learn to love. And as that time comes you learn that you don't feel that way. That you love who you love. And as you grow you look back and realize things that were gay about you then and have always been. And its not learned. Your parents don't TEACH you gay. You JUST ARE!!!!! Who you love is who you love and maybe one day it might change...but chances of that? Mmm small. I understand that upbringing plays a part but you learned all that. Learn who you are. Be ok. And know..you wouldn't choose this for yourself. Its just you.