Aug 11, 2008 21:12
So its funny all these feelings the ones I don’t understand
The way I look at them, and struggle to reach out for a hand
Knowing theres not one coming or that I’ll find one in the end
Which I guess is okay really I just need me to put my heart on the mend
I guess I never depended on anyone so much
Now that was my own fault, just longing for someone’s touch.
Was it yours I was looking for? Or were you just the one who fell
Right in front of me and some how I got put under some spell
Of what I guess I thought you were, or maybe what I thought you’d be
I should have known better then, not waiting for you to just drop me
Like I wasn’t ever worth it, although you said I was.
That was a line of crap you know it, you said it just because
It made you feel like you weren’t so bad, that you didn’t break my heart
baby here are the pieces try to put em back together , I sure don’t know where to start.
You love me right? You sure don’t show it well
Which is fine, I’m good now, even if I’m going through hell.
Here let me help you, I’ll try to make this easy
I’m fine with the choice you made, even if it’s a little sleazy.
I’m stronger than you think I am, or even then you thought I’d be
So don’t worry about all that bullshit you said, about me needing to find me.
I know who I am, now what about you?
Have you got that figured out yet, or is what I think about true?
That you really don’t know what your doing, and just scared of anything real
Which wouldn’t really surprise me considering how you made me feel.
But now you don’t get that privlage to hold my dreams or heart.
Even in all these pieces, its time for a brand new start
Without your mind bending bullshit or your soul wrenching talk
Forget where I was, its about time you watch me walk
Away from all the drama and all the things you’ll never know
Because I’ve closed off now, and these are feelings I’ll never show
Thanks you to I’ve become a bit blank, but you know I’ve got these words here
And that’s really all I need, and now theres nothing left to fear
So good luck with your confusion and all those words you said
Find some other girl to believe them, because this one’s over all the shit she’s been fed.