what a crappy way to start the day
i hate the word regret. i don't know how i feel, i just feel bad. like i did something wrong, like i could have done better. i hate the word. i hate the term.
i really want to designate tomorrow, or should i say today to a homework day. i probably won't, but if i think i will, maybe somehow it will make me feel like i am doing something right for once.
hw that must be completed:
-ch. 40 terms
-dbq
-english outline?
anyways, noelle is coming over at 10 and it's about 2. i should probably wake up around 8 or 9 to do laundry and get dressed and ready and what not so i must be off. trying to forget about life. if only i could cuddle in a ball and just forget the world for a day, or two or maybe even more. isn't that why we plan family weekends. maybe i should use this weekend up for it. i think i just might have to get away from all of this.
omg, i don't understand why i feel so crappy. grrrrrrrrrrr.
i really want to designate tomorrow, or should i say today to a homework day. i probably won't, but if i think i will, maybe somehow it will make me feel like i am doing something right for once.
hw that must be completed:
-ch. 40 terms
-dbq
-english outline?
anyways, noelle is coming over at 10 and it's about 2. i should probably wake up around 8 or 9 to do laundry and get dressed and ready and what not so i must be off. trying to forget about life. if only i could cuddle in a ball and just forget the world for a day, or two or maybe even more. isn't that why we plan family weekends. maybe i should use this weekend up for it. i think i just might have to get away from all of this.
omg, i don't understand why i feel so crappy. grrrrrrrrrrr.