down the slippery slope

[jezcy]

so i really do not know exactly what happened today. i was in a great omg i love the day mood and then after lunch it went downhill. it was raining. the rain was good. but as soon as i sat down in fab's room a sudden tired-ness zoomed over me. i could not, i mean could not stay awake. i kept opening and closing my eyes. at one point i closed them and mr.fabricus looked directly at me and asked, "are you ok?" and i was like, "uh..." so then i was like omg this is bad. so then i started looking at my watch every couple of minutes and man did that time go by slowly. i mean VERY slowly. i just wanted to some how leave and go to sleep. i was just about to do so too. darn teacher and his no sleep rule. so then he finished lecturing and i turned around to helen and carolin and helen asked me if i was ok. i was like, "no, i don't think so" and she goes, "you look very tired you should eat something." so then i decide ya, i should probably since if i do my sleepiness should decrease. so class ends and i go to my car. well the service road was all flooded so i ended up getting my entire shoes and my pants wet. not wet. SOAKED. and then i got my m&ms and fanta and ran to my class. i was so hungry i downed the 20 oz. bottle in no time and ate like half the humongous bag of m&ms during class. i felt so sick afterwards that i didn't want to see a single piece of it again. so then i was like, "hey! who wants candy?!" and i got rid of every little piece of wonderfullness in no time. i officially feel like BLEGH. complete BLEGH. i just want to go and lay down and maybe throw up? i just do not feel good. at least not good enough to do hw. i just want to lie down. *sigh*

it's raining and today may be a day that my wish will come true. just maybe