Oct 09, 2001 00:05
I think I'm a little depressed. It is coming out in weird food ways, and just the general fact that I am not doing for myself what I need to. But I am so tired and dragged out that I don't want to do anything, even the good stuff.
I need to know what is going on. Am I going to take an administrative position or am I going to commit myself to the business? Either is fine; I just need a change from what I am doing now. I also JUST NEED TO KNOW! I need someorder, some security. I need to do good things for myself. Why is that so hard?