Sighs
Been a bit since I wrote here. Feels like in so many ways that my life has hit rock bottom. Life really is a cruel, heartless bitch. And people wonder why when I am happy, I become over-cautious, waiting for that shoe to drop- because it always does. For once, why can't love last? Why can't things go right and stay right? Will I be alone forever? How many more times do I have to have my heart broken? This really is bull shit. I honest to god throw in the damn towel. I give up.