Random Thoughts 11142015
I keep telling my Mom's friends here in Metro Manila, I won't miss her when she goes back home. I strongly say I can handle things on my own.
I know that for the past 2 months, she was here with me. Though, we don't actually get to see each other most of the time but knowing that she is just somewhere - a bus away - makes me feel secured. But now this she is actually going back home for good (who knows when she will visit Manila again) - a sudden rush of emotions came to me.
I feel sad. I feel lonely and I feel guilty for being harsh to her most of the time. I love her so much and I'm so thankful I've got her.
I'm praying that they will be safe and I may also be stronger - I'll work harder and better this time.
Lord, whatever it is you'd want me to know, you'd want me to do for You and how can I serve You. Please let the Holy Spirit work on me. I'm hopeful and I'm accepting everything You have in store for me and all the things I'm yet about to see and experience.
Keeping my faith. I love you Papa God.
p.s. I pray for peace in Paris too.
I know that for the past 2 months, she was here with me. Though, we don't actually get to see each other most of the time but knowing that she is just somewhere - a bus away - makes me feel secured. But now this she is actually going back home for good (who knows when she will visit Manila again) - a sudden rush of emotions came to me.
I feel sad. I feel lonely and I feel guilty for being harsh to her most of the time. I love her so much and I'm so thankful I've got her.
I'm praying that they will be safe and I may also be stronger - I'll work harder and better this time.
Lord, whatever it is you'd want me to know, you'd want me to do for You and how can I serve You. Please let the Holy Spirit work on me. I'm hopeful and I'm accepting everything You have in store for me and all the things I'm yet about to see and experience.
Keeping my faith. I love you Papa God.
p.s. I pray for peace in Paris too.