Whew 😥 💦
I woke up a little before 9:30 today.. kind of a bummer, but hey, I tried. I originally set my alarm for 7:30.. then changed it to 8:30.. and.. yeah, you get the picture.
And I’m tired again already and I’ve only been awake for 4 and a half hours.
I got some work done in my room.. not a ton yet.. I have more to do.
And I did my laundry, of course, along with my bedding.. I hate. Hate 🤌🏼. Making my bed.
But I did it.
And I didn’t expire.
However.. it’s always a chore.. so I’m glad it’s over.
So now I’m laying here.. as per usual.. and now that the sweat has dried and my breathing has gone back to normal, I’m over here trying to keep my eyes open.
Apparently the sleep I got wasn’t enough.
And also, apparently, I am immune to caffeine completely now.
I plan on getting back up soonish.. to get some more work done on this room.
I’m so tired of it being so disorganized and messy all the time. It makes me feel like I’m suffocating. So I really need to pause Old Lady Mode and just do the thing, before this weekend is over.
Denver Con is today!
The two target times are noon and 4. Noon is Jensen’s solo panel and 4:00 is J2.
Bring it on! So excited to see my boy.. so excited.
Okay. I’m gonna go. I’m starting to get a bit peckish.
Of course I’ll be back with the goods. 😌♥️
See ya.
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I took an hour and slept, darn it all.
I mean, I needed it.. but an hour gone. 😣
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I don’t know what the deal is, but I haven’t been able to find any energy since I fell asleep for that hour.
I laid here another hour and didn’t sleep, but just had my eyes closed most of the time cuz my eyes were hurting..
Finally forced myself up again, and figured it was time for some coffee.. got ready, went to Dutch Bros, got that, came home.. and now I’m laying here again.. my eyes are still hurting.. and I don’t wanna do a thing.
When I look at my phone, my eyes start to burn and want to close.. so..
Listen, I said PAUSE, Old Lady Mode! Sigh.. I really need to figure this out.
In better news, only 3 and a half more hours until I can see Jensen in all his glory.
Yay 👏🏻😌♥️
Also just got some happy info.. the fam is going somewhere at 1:00.. a park. Not sure why.. but they’re going.
So the plan is to go into beast mode while they’re gone and finish my room completely.
Then I can chill, and not feel quite as lazy.. although I probably should be out doing things.. staying active instead of “chillin”.. but.. yeah.
I just wish my mama was here and healthy.. then maybe I’d wanna get out of the house and do some things.. we used to go to restaurants, and walk around the stores.. I miss even just hanging out with some Starbucks, watching our favorite shows at her house.. I’ve got no one to do those things with anymore.. nothing’s the same.
God I miss her so much.
Okay.
Two and a quarter hours and I’ll get some Jensen on my screen. ♥️
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Okay, people at the con are posting about how amazing Jensen looks..
They said he’s wearing denim.. and that we’re gonna die when we see him.
How rude! I still have another hour to wait. 😔
Oops okay.. I’m hearing that he changed to a green long sleeved shirt now. WHY ISN’T IT NOON YET?!!!!!
Okay. I’m gonna start a new entry now. This is dated yesterday.. and it’s getting too long.
✌🏼
And I’m tired again already and I’ve only been awake for 4 and a half hours.
I got some work done in my room.. not a ton yet.. I have more to do.
And I did my laundry, of course, along with my bedding.. I hate. Hate 🤌🏼. Making my bed.
But I did it.
And I didn’t expire.
However.. it’s always a chore.. so I’m glad it’s over.
So now I’m laying here.. as per usual.. and now that the sweat has dried and my breathing has gone back to normal, I’m over here trying to keep my eyes open.
Apparently the sleep I got wasn’t enough.
And also, apparently, I am immune to caffeine completely now.
I plan on getting back up soonish.. to get some more work done on this room.
I’m so tired of it being so disorganized and messy all the time. It makes me feel like I’m suffocating. So I really need to pause Old Lady Mode and just do the thing, before this weekend is over.
Denver Con is today!
The two target times are noon and 4. Noon is Jensen’s solo panel and 4:00 is J2.
Bring it on! So excited to see my boy.. so excited.
Okay. I’m gonna go. I’m starting to get a bit peckish.
Of course I’ll be back with the goods. 😌♥️
See ya.
_______________
I took an hour and slept, darn it all.
I mean, I needed it.. but an hour gone. 😣
________________
I don’t know what the deal is, but I haven’t been able to find any energy since I fell asleep for that hour.
I laid here another hour and didn’t sleep, but just had my eyes closed most of the time cuz my eyes were hurting..
Finally forced myself up again, and figured it was time for some coffee.. got ready, went to Dutch Bros, got that, came home.. and now I’m laying here again.. my eyes are still hurting.. and I don’t wanna do a thing.
When I look at my phone, my eyes start to burn and want to close.. so..
Listen, I said PAUSE, Old Lady Mode! Sigh.. I really need to figure this out.
In better news, only 3 and a half more hours until I can see Jensen in all his glory.
Yay 👏🏻😌♥️
Also just got some happy info.. the fam is going somewhere at 1:00.. a park. Not sure why.. but they’re going.
So the plan is to go into beast mode while they’re gone and finish my room completely.
Then I can chill, and not feel quite as lazy.. although I probably should be out doing things.. staying active instead of “chillin”.. but.. yeah.
I just wish my mama was here and healthy.. then maybe I’d wanna get out of the house and do some things.. we used to go to restaurants, and walk around the stores.. I miss even just hanging out with some Starbucks, watching our favorite shows at her house.. I’ve got no one to do those things with anymore.. nothing’s the same.
God I miss her so much.
Okay.
Two and a quarter hours and I’ll get some Jensen on my screen. ♥️
_____________
Okay, people at the con are posting about how amazing Jensen looks..
They said he’s wearing denim.. and that we’re gonna die when we see him.
How rude! I still have another hour to wait. 😔
Oops okay.. I’m hearing that he changed to a green long sleeved shirt now. WHY ISN’T IT NOON YET?!!!!!
Okay. I’m gonna start a new entry now. This is dated yesterday.. and it’s getting too long.
✌🏼