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my dad just asked me for $20 to "hold him over" until monday.
i don't know what that means, but i said no. it felt good to say no, but i still feel bad and i don't know why.
he conned me out of SO much money this past year. i have no reason to feel bad.
and i'm pretty sure he gets paid on fridays. so is my $20 necessary?
does he not go to bed at night thinking, "wow, i take money from my daughter for no reason"?
probably not.
the way i see it is...mom pays way more for rent, gets paid way less, and never asks for a penny from me. she's struggling SO much and she busts her ass for what she gets. i bought her a soda the other night and she yelled at me.
dad, on the other hand, pays $200 less a month for rent, gets paid A LOT more than my mom...yet he always needs my money? how could he try and fool me like that? did he think i wouldn't see what he was doing?
some people say my dad's a deadbeat father. sometimes i believe them.
i don't know what that means, but i said no. it felt good to say no, but i still feel bad and i don't know why.
he conned me out of SO much money this past year. i have no reason to feel bad.
and i'm pretty sure he gets paid on fridays. so is my $20 necessary?
does he not go to bed at night thinking, "wow, i take money from my daughter for no reason"?
probably not.
the way i see it is...mom pays way more for rent, gets paid way less, and never asks for a penny from me. she's struggling SO much and she busts her ass for what she gets. i bought her a soda the other night and she yelled at me.
dad, on the other hand, pays $200 less a month for rent, gets paid A LOT more than my mom...yet he always needs my money? how could he try and fool me like that? did he think i wouldn't see what he was doing?
some people say my dad's a deadbeat father. sometimes i believe them.