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Hmm...today, today, today. I slept until noon. I watched Brynn. I finished reading invisible monsters. I felt bummed about not being able to go see the movie with Morgan. I drank 3 cups of coffee and then a 16 oz. irish cream mocha from tesoro. I went to Blockbuster with Elaina and rented Monster. I watched said movie. I did my hair and felt pretty for the first time in a while. I am now wide awake, and by the time i post this, it will be monday.
I really want to get my ticket bought and get it over with. I will feel antsy and restless until I do. I can't believe that this chapter of my life is finally ending. I have waited so long for this. I've spent countless hours fantasizing about the possibilities that the future holds. Well it's here. I feel a combination of fear/excitement/uncertainty/determination. I hope to god that I don't fuck it up. There's so much I want to express right now, but can't. I think Hannah will understand. If anyone knows what i'm feeling, it's her.
I, for the first time in who knows how long, feel okay about things. That's enough for me.
This post sucks.
I really want to get my ticket bought and get it over with. I will feel antsy and restless until I do. I can't believe that this chapter of my life is finally ending. I have waited so long for this. I've spent countless hours fantasizing about the possibilities that the future holds. Well it's here. I feel a combination of fear/excitement/uncertainty/determination. I hope to god that I don't fuck it up. There's so much I want to express right now, but can't. I think Hannah will understand. If anyone knows what i'm feeling, it's her.
I, for the first time in who knows how long, feel okay about things. That's enough for me.
This post sucks.