UUUGH I hate being in bad moods.
I hate waking up in a funk and not knowing why. I went to sleep around 330 last night, sorta down but figured I'd be fine in the morning. I'm sick of this dissapointed feeling. Do I expect too much out of people? And why am i sooo confused. I wish people would just say what they mean, and i wish i could get out of thise "I build up crazy walls that noone can climb, and im quiet because im afraid of what I might say and ruin whatever this crazyness is"
my house has been on the market for 3 days if that and already we have 2 potential buyers and they're coming around 2ish which works out great because i have to leave around that time to go to work. but still this suuuuucks because I like my house I dont want to move, and what happen to my tarot reading i got the other day that said I'll get what i've been looking for,finally, may take a while but i'll get it soon. I WANT IT NOW! am i being selfish, I mean while seems to be taking forever, I know im not a psychic but Josh seems to think I have some sort of power because apparently every reading i give him is true. WTF. I'd wish I did have powers to see into the future, maybe i wouldnt be so down now. <3 Im going to go sulk around the house for an hour before i go to work. Which btw im getting sick of really fast. I love it when it's busy, but its never busy and i mostly sit there doing nothing, im good at it, maybe i'll just wait a few more months and go somewhere like TD Brown or somehting hopefully.
my house has been on the market for 3 days if that and already we have 2 potential buyers and they're coming around 2ish which works out great because i have to leave around that time to go to work. but still this suuuuucks because I like my house I dont want to move, and what happen to my tarot reading i got the other day that said I'll get what i've been looking for,finally, may take a while but i'll get it soon. I WANT IT NOW! am i being selfish, I mean while seems to be taking forever, I know im not a psychic but Josh seems to think I have some sort of power because apparently every reading i give him is true. WTF. I'd wish I did have powers to see into the future, maybe i wouldnt be so down now. <3 Im going to go sulk around the house for an hour before i go to work. Which btw im getting sick of really fast. I love it when it's busy, but its never busy and i mostly sit there doing nothing, im good at it, maybe i'll just wait a few more months and go somewhere like TD Brown or somehting hopefully.