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emo
I'm really not myself lately. I know why, but it's still upsetting. I'm going around all cynical and depressed.. I love the cynical part, but my barbs aren't nearly so clever when I'm depressed, and the timing is all off. I know how to fix the problem, at least. It will require a mixture of patience and indoctrination. Indoctrination in the form of a novel, one of my favorites. Patience, well, just waiting. That's the one that worries me. I keep listening to Never There by CAKE. It seems to speak to me at the moment.
/emo
anyway, first day of school today. I'm actually looking forward to this year; my first 2 classes (anatomy and chem) look like a lot of fun, my third and 4th (calc and econ) are work but have little to no homework, my 5th (physics) i've been waiting, what, like 8 years to take, and my 6th is freakin' stage tech, completely a blowoff I took just for fun. 7th is honors english, which i'm undecided on, but it's my last class thanks to 8th period release, yay! plus i have 4th lunch. the new lunch thing seems to suck hard; ah well.
Ely out.
I'm really not myself lately. I know why, but it's still upsetting. I'm going around all cynical and depressed.. I love the cynical part, but my barbs aren't nearly so clever when I'm depressed, and the timing is all off. I know how to fix the problem, at least. It will require a mixture of patience and indoctrination. Indoctrination in the form of a novel, one of my favorites. Patience, well, just waiting. That's the one that worries me. I keep listening to Never There by CAKE. It seems to speak to me at the moment.
/emo
anyway, first day of school today. I'm actually looking forward to this year; my first 2 classes (anatomy and chem) look like a lot of fun, my third and 4th (calc and econ) are work but have little to no homework, my 5th (physics) i've been waiting, what, like 8 years to take, and my 6th is freakin' stage tech, completely a blowoff I took just for fun. 7th is honors english, which i'm undecided on, but it's my last class thanks to 8th period release, yay! plus i have 4th lunch. the new lunch thing seems to suck hard; ah well.
Ely out.