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[jewpony6]

i just made a huge ass private entry about all the shit going on in my life. actually my life is good but i just had to get out my anger and organize my thoughts. i ended a friendship that used to mean the world to me. it was getting too much. too out of control. we changed and i couldnt handle getting sucked into her shit and her dependencies on things. whatever. ive been hurt way too many times by alcohol and i dont need it again. basically most of the things i am feeling were expressed by a mediator but there are other things but theres no point in trying to work it out with you. ive tried. you flip back and forth way too much for things to ever change for the better. its done. im done.

now i gotta shower and get ready for phils.