i should probably do my english paper...
but instead im updating this shit. so! i just got denied from towne tavern but its cool because danny always pull through in the clutch. happy st pattys day to me! then i have my doc appt and then i have to go ride, gym, tan, and go home to shower. then i think im hanging out with this kid from work. should be fun. haha who the fuck am i kidding......
so i think its pretty safe to say that everyone reads everyones shit. we as humans are very nosey people. i mean i always read peoples lj and i love hearing gossip. its not like i dont have a life and stalk people but when i stumble across things i view them. i know for a fact people i dont know read my livejournal and look at my pictures, no biggie. looking back on all my entries they could probably be misconstrued and to all of you who are uninformed to what is really going on in my life, you may think all my rambling about guys is about one specific one. nopeee sorry precious. i am not in love with your boyfriend, i do not obsess over him and i am not missing out and i do not envy you or what you have. at one point i "mourned" the loss of a friend and the relationship that i had once had with him but i realize it wasnt him that i was missing and lacking, it was a just a guy in general. and th rough it all my stupid entries have been about numerous guys i just never say their names and then people assume im talking about the same one. nope not at all. moved on a loooooooong time ago.
now to new things! so this kid is really nice and likes to talk on the phone which is awesome. im glad all my guys friends enjoy the phone because i do as well. and i love getting messages! tomorrow will be insane like im not even kidding im sooo bussy lately. i dont think ill be able to make it out to the barn today though because of my HUUGE english paper. its okay ill ride like everyday during spring break, school is just hitting me real hard, real fast. its finally sunk in that i have like 40 more school days left til i graduate. its like surreal. i cant believe it. these past two years have gone by espeically fast. i ahve grown sooo much as a person. oh jeez!
sooo prom...no date, awesome! haha i dont know what ill do. its not like i have a plethora of guys friends to ask and the ones i do have are already taken! sweet jesus. i am now listening to brand new. this reminds me of like oct/nov and the iddy phase. hahah im such a nerd. i get these little crushes and they are all i think about for like a month and then the novelty wears off and i try to keep them strung along like the bitch that i am because i like the attention because i am insecure and i need love and attention at all times. im getting better about it now. the kid i like now though is really awesome. like seriously hes really funny and just fun to be around but i dont really know him so maybe im just like enamored with him but we'll see. whatever happens im always sooo giddy and happy at the beginning of these things and ive just been in such a good mood! god i love it. cannot wait til spring break and shit, im so done with school but i cant be. i cant fail anything. blah i have suuch bad senioritis, ive had senioritis since sophomore year though. college is gonna kick my ass. im really scared about it too. im scared to branch off and start over and be away from my family. oy vey! so guys in conclusion im gonna go maybe do my english paper, chill out and brace myself for my busy day tomorrow. fucking! bye lovelies!
so i think its pretty safe to say that everyone reads everyones shit. we as humans are very nosey people. i mean i always read peoples lj and i love hearing gossip. its not like i dont have a life and stalk people but when i stumble across things i view them. i know for a fact people i dont know read my livejournal and look at my pictures, no biggie. looking back on all my entries they could probably be misconstrued and to all of you who are uninformed to what is really going on in my life, you may think all my rambling about guys is about one specific one. nopeee sorry precious. i am not in love with your boyfriend, i do not obsess over him and i am not missing out and i do not envy you or what you have. at one point i "mourned" the loss of a friend and the relationship that i had once had with him but i realize it wasnt him that i was missing and lacking, it was a just a guy in general. and th rough it all my stupid entries have been about numerous guys i just never say their names and then people assume im talking about the same one. nope not at all. moved on a loooooooong time ago.
now to new things! so this kid is really nice and likes to talk on the phone which is awesome. im glad all my guys friends enjoy the phone because i do as well. and i love getting messages! tomorrow will be insane like im not even kidding im sooo bussy lately. i dont think ill be able to make it out to the barn today though because of my HUUGE english paper. its okay ill ride like everyday during spring break, school is just hitting me real hard, real fast. its finally sunk in that i have like 40 more school days left til i graduate. its like surreal. i cant believe it. these past two years have gone by espeically fast. i ahve grown sooo much as a person. oh jeez!
sooo prom...no date, awesome! haha i dont know what ill do. its not like i have a plethora of guys friends to ask and the ones i do have are already taken! sweet jesus. i am now listening to brand new. this reminds me of like oct/nov and the iddy phase. hahah im such a nerd. i get these little crushes and they are all i think about for like a month and then the novelty wears off and i try to keep them strung along like the bitch that i am because i like the attention because i am insecure and i need love and attention at all times. im getting better about it now. the kid i like now though is really awesome. like seriously hes really funny and just fun to be around but i dont really know him so maybe im just like enamored with him but we'll see. whatever happens im always sooo giddy and happy at the beginning of these things and ive just been in such a good mood! god i love it. cannot wait til spring break and shit, im so done with school but i cant be. i cant fail anything. blah i have suuch bad senioritis, ive had senioritis since sophomore year though. college is gonna kick my ass. im really scared about it too. im scared to branch off and start over and be away from my family. oy vey! so guys in conclusion im gonna go maybe do my english paper, chill out and brace myself for my busy day tomorrow. fucking! bye lovelies!