Feb 01, 2005 19:23
hmm so i feel that today deserves a post....yessss. anyways so today i looked the same as i always do, shitty. i feel like i live my life in unflatteringly baggy long sleeve tees, a polo underneath and a scarf. all strategically worn to hide myself sweet. anywho today in english we discussed lust in sonnet 129 and regret. and how that something that seems like a good idea at the time that could have been fueled by lust and then you go do it and regret it. she also was like that is prevalent in situations where there is alcohol involved. i was like that is the story of my life! i laughed and then she continued saying how that alcohol can cause lust and make you very passionate but makes you unable to perform to the best of my abilities. then i held my book over my face trying to muffle a laugh and donna, the silly woman she is, singles me out and says, lia its okay to laugh and everyone looks at me. they probably all know why i was laughing as well. sweet. anyways, ap=boring. i love my little sped children, epi im fucking confused. like seriously, im braindead in that class. i like my teacher and all, he seems really funny but tough like gradewise. anywho i dont understand epi at all. and i thought i definitely would i mean, i love money! bitches!
then danny and i got FREE lunch at einstein compliments of some girl we met at a party who conveniently works there, i dont know her name but she seems sweet! then i went home and sat on my ass and watched i love the 80s for like a half an hour. then i picked up my brother and took him to guitar. then i met my lover ashley at the gym and we gymed it. i hadnt been in like 3-4 days bc ive been so fucking busy with work and driving my brothers around. we did 60 min but we didnt weight it, well do that tomrorow. then we basked in the glory that is a tanning bed. then we decided to be lesbians and go to sears and buy a vacuum. hahahah b ut seriously, it was for her moms bday. but omg it was ridiculous. so before i wnet to the gym i was cleaning out my closet searching for a hoodie and i found my man o man one and decided to wear it. so at sears after ash and i found the perfect vacuum for her dear mom the guy was like drive around and well put it in your car but ashley was like no well carry it, i have my manly man here, pointing to me and he looks across my chest and goes "man o man" i was like hahahaa i havent actually said that phrase or heard it been said in a LONG time. it was cute. so today was fun. now im making my own dinner bc my mom is out to lunch with her boss again "joanne" i personally think she has a secert boyfriend and is hiding it from us. the last time she tried to go out on a date i flipped out on her and ended up having a boy spend the night in my bed. she was too upset to aruge with me. this was like 5000 years ago. what a slut.
so i really dont want to work friday....blaaah. im so excited. also im excited for sr week, adiba love i read your entry and i love you and you dont ever have to change but i wasnt too sure on what you wanted t ochange so if you feel it is necessary for you to do so, im here to support you! also lhall conrgats for getting into college! your such a smarty. ps i hate it when ahme tells me im not smaryt when i get like 300 more points than him on my sats. sometimes i feel incredibly dumb though. ps i will go to math tomorrow, i promise. also i will tan, gym, ride. sweeeet. so excited. i need to do my hair, i do kinda like it now. ive gotten used to it, some of the streaks are weird but thats bc we ran out of dye. i do love it though and i love alex and dalia for being so talented. i also am very happy about my current friend situation if i havent said it enough already