Nov 08, 2004 23:13
What do you do..when you've found something you want...but dont know how to get it?
Hmm yeah...so schools been good i guess? boring.like always...report cards were good for me..i got a 3.7....i was happy with myself...but go figure...my mom wasnt...but fuck it i dont care anymore.
Today was a raider day...boringggg i hate themmm! nothing happened...Shun told me he was jewish in english..that was funny. We ate fudge in Science...that was...whats the word...interesting? I found out that Rachel, Diana, and Andi's lunches were switched...so now i have no friends...oh well?
Went to the powder puff game tonight with my love Laura...it was fun. we hung out with alec who is hot, and hes really nice. It was fuckin freezing outside tho!!!
I feel so out of place...still...i just feel so alone, like no one understand, im sick of being alone, i just want a relationship, not one of those 2 week things...but a relationship where i know someone acutaly cares about me. That would be nice, i know its gonna happen...eventually...
I wanted to e online tonight.talk to peopl..but when i did...i found that i had nothing to say... to anyone...so i gave up..and now im doing this. But i think im gonna go...idk if im gonna go to school tomorrow...i dont feel like it..and i dont feel good right now. well thats all folks.
<33 Stacey
Where you are is where i wanna be, and through your eyes are the things i wanna see, baby your everything to me.