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THE ONLY good looking Jewish girl in town happens to be the only female ive ever had trouble talking with.
is it my nervousness? is it intimidation? is it not haveing much to talk about?
MAYBE.
but more likely a combo of it all with a possibility that she has the jewish wit-immunity gene. maybe i dont try hard enough, but thats not saying much -- i dont try that hard on any other women.
my problem has been the time ive left situations. i leave houston for alabama a year before high school -- not enough time to develop a full idea as how to expect/react/lve/adapt to alabama. theres a think line if any at all between women that i could consider hot dates and just good friends. its quite blurry; i see it as one.
thats right, i have no confidence in myself because, well, HAHA its me. sure ive been through shit in my life in the past couple of years, but i'm past that now and want to move ahead. but i have no experience. hard to explain really.
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so my parents run into this jewish girl today (mind you of all the jewish people in town, she is the only girl both a.) around my age and b.) nicely equipped). i have been intimidated by her in prior meetings and brief conversations.
and this is where the lack of experience kicks in.
ALSO A NOTE TO WOMEN: i have absolutely no idea what she or any other person honestly thinks about me. i go places and i become ultra-paranoid when people look at me. its weird; i dont know why their looking at me, but maybe im just looking into it to much. i truly doubt them looking at me for my ultra-jewish sexiness, although i have no idea.
Man if women were the sole initiators, my success rate would be doubled -- zero.
honestly, its been more of bad lack and not alabama enough for the people here but that was never a big issue. ive got 4 years of college and no idea what i want to do in life.
shit if i sound like a women, id almost like to be, lol. but not really. only in the sense that id like to not worry about a job and just finding a really hot guy who has a lot of money, divorce and/or kill him after taking out a large insurance policy/signing a prenup and living off of that in the tropics for years. that would be nice.
oh, and im not sexist; you dogs make $0.73 for every $1.00 we make! thats great!!!
anywhoo, back to the girl...
well, having never actually knowing if she wants to have anything to do with me (meaning friendship wise or other), ive completely avoided her, mainly unintentioanlly. not necessarilly her, but more along the lines of avoiding all jewish things in town. this really wasnt the place for a jew to live.
but as a high school graduate, i should know these things now.
well last time i saw her was months ago, at a ua football game. in fact the conversation wasnt that disasterous, more of a hi there. it was also the only time the parents werent involved.
see, the parents have decided to take it upon their will (at least in this situation) and, to put it blunty, try to hook me up with her. thrice before theyve tried to get me over to talk to her and twice ive tried to avoid not because of her, but because of the situation.
so today they see her and she, probabaly being nice and polite, asks about me, how im doing. well the parents decide to make me either:
a.) call her
b.) email her
c.) go over to where she is volunteering and say hey
well wouldtn that be an unusual meeting.
me: hey there
her: hi what are you doing here
me: oh was just passing by
her: did your parents tell you to come over
me: ------
and then flatline
so of course they decide to tell her that i 'dont have wheels'. kind of hypocritical when, considering, theyre the ones that wont actually give me a car.
and i refuse to drive that damned Odyssey.
thats just soooo not right. i havent been desperate for a car in the years since ive had the license, because ive lived so close to the university.
and then my dads mustang (which he wont ever drive again most liekly) has taken months and month and month to 'repair'. (has more to do witt eh availability of the mecahnic).
so thats another factor limiting my lack of 'wheels'.
so im stumped -- i have no idea how to approach this situation other than just nicely talking to her in a conversation about current events. with some miracle, she will talk more than the deaf mute she was last time. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH!!!
nah, i just dont know what to say really. if all goes well i might describe my awkwardness.
i hear you females dont like guys talking about themselves so i wont.
who knows maybe chicks like that crap(?)
is it my nervousness? is it intimidation? is it not haveing much to talk about?
MAYBE.
but more likely a combo of it all with a possibility that she has the jewish wit-immunity gene. maybe i dont try hard enough, but thats not saying much -- i dont try that hard on any other women.
my problem has been the time ive left situations. i leave houston for alabama a year before high school -- not enough time to develop a full idea as how to expect/react/lve/adapt to alabama. theres a think line if any at all between women that i could consider hot dates and just good friends. its quite blurry; i see it as one.
thats right, i have no confidence in myself because, well, HAHA its me. sure ive been through shit in my life in the past couple of years, but i'm past that now and want to move ahead. but i have no experience. hard to explain really.
---------------
so my parents run into this jewish girl today (mind you of all the jewish people in town, she is the only girl both a.) around my age and b.) nicely equipped). i have been intimidated by her in prior meetings and brief conversations.
and this is where the lack of experience kicks in.
ALSO A NOTE TO WOMEN: i have absolutely no idea what she or any other person honestly thinks about me. i go places and i become ultra-paranoid when people look at me. its weird; i dont know why their looking at me, but maybe im just looking into it to much. i truly doubt them looking at me for my ultra-jewish sexiness, although i have no idea.
Man if women were the sole initiators, my success rate would be doubled -- zero.
honestly, its been more of bad lack and not alabama enough for the people here but that was never a big issue. ive got 4 years of college and no idea what i want to do in life.
shit if i sound like a women, id almost like to be, lol. but not really. only in the sense that id like to not worry about a job and just finding a really hot guy who has a lot of money, divorce and/or kill him after taking out a large insurance policy/signing a prenup and living off of that in the tropics for years. that would be nice.
oh, and im not sexist; you dogs make $0.73 for every $1.00 we make! thats great!!!
anywhoo, back to the girl...
well, having never actually knowing if she wants to have anything to do with me (meaning friendship wise or other), ive completely avoided her, mainly unintentioanlly. not necessarilly her, but more along the lines of avoiding all jewish things in town. this really wasnt the place for a jew to live.
but as a high school graduate, i should know these things now.
well last time i saw her was months ago, at a ua football game. in fact the conversation wasnt that disasterous, more of a hi there. it was also the only time the parents werent involved.
see, the parents have decided to take it upon their will (at least in this situation) and, to put it blunty, try to hook me up with her. thrice before theyve tried to get me over to talk to her and twice ive tried to avoid not because of her, but because of the situation.
so today they see her and she, probabaly being nice and polite, asks about me, how im doing. well the parents decide to make me either:
a.) call her
b.) email her
c.) go over to where she is volunteering and say hey
well wouldtn that be an unusual meeting.
me: hey there
her: hi what are you doing here
me: oh was just passing by
her: did your parents tell you to come over
me: ------
and then flatline
so of course they decide to tell her that i 'dont have wheels'. kind of hypocritical when, considering, theyre the ones that wont actually give me a car.
and i refuse to drive that damned Odyssey.
thats just soooo not right. i havent been desperate for a car in the years since ive had the license, because ive lived so close to the university.
and then my dads mustang (which he wont ever drive again most liekly) has taken months and month and month to 'repair'. (has more to do witt eh availability of the mecahnic).
so thats another factor limiting my lack of 'wheels'.
so im stumped -- i have no idea how to approach this situation other than just nicely talking to her in a conversation about current events. with some miracle, she will talk more than the deaf mute she was last time. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH!!!
nah, i just dont know what to say really. if all goes well i might describe my awkwardness.
i hear you females dont like guys talking about themselves so i wont.
who knows maybe chicks like that crap(?)