meh
ah lately i am confused/nervous/etc. about my friendship w/ denise. i dunno how it all started but i just remember coming back from camp w/ her and just being busy immediately with working, hanging out w/ colin & ashley. i seriously haven't had many days off of work at all, maybe like 6 or 7 at the most and i have been back for almost a month now. so i got to the point where i kept missing her phone calls on accident, and other stuff just kept and kept coming up everyday every hour and there was nothin i could do. it's come to the point where i'm practically scared to answer the phone becuase i feel like she hates me. i'm mostly writing this entry so she can see it and know that i'm not avoiding her on purpose. i feel hella bad hopefullly things will be cool soon. n i hope she understands that i seriously have been busy and its nothin towards her at all! :( well thats all i can think of to write. me and ashley have started walking everyday...since yesterday but i'm pretty sure we will do it for a long time its really good excersize and we're determined to get in better shape. today we walked like 6-8 miles. :0 so long and tiring. but yeah thats all..