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I feel behind ... with school, friends, sleep, excersing, everything. It is just one of those days where all I want to do is crawl back in bed and go to sleep. I have a lot of work to do ... actually it isn't really a lot, I am just getting really distracted and don't feel like doing it. I have 3 tests coming up which I need to study for.
Called Matt today and he told me his car was hit about a week and a half ago. I feel like I have lost touch with a lot of people, and I really don't want to. Megan called the other day and updated me with her life. I don't know what I want ...
Especially with the whole "having fun" deal. Do I really want that? I say I do. When people bring it up, I say I don't want a relationship and I am just having fun doing what I have been doing. This is true, but is it really a coverup? Do I subconsciously want more? I think I do. Nothing really serious, after all I never really have had anything serious. I guess I just need someone for contact comfort. Contact comfort is a very good thing.
Went to the game last night against FSU. Was a lot of fun. Why do people try so hard to get on TV or the jumbo-tron? And everytime they do, the same reaction follows. "I am board at the game... wait, I am on TV so now I can looked like I am excited and am having fun." I won't lie, I am the same way.
Don't know what the weekend will hold. The weather is supposed to be a lot nicer than it has been, but I must study! I realized today that the semesters here really won't get any easier, they are actually going to increase in difficulty. I guess I will be more motivated when I am actually taking EAS related classes. Evan is in physics of the weather right now (which I will take in the fall). He said it is such a cool class! I can't wait! But alas, I must get through this semester and then I have all summer of inorganic chemistry and health to look forward to. ALL freakin summer. I will be commuting from home. We will see how that goes.
Must get back to work. I have wasted enough time