A boy...
It's been awhile. I'm horrible at this now. Life's good. I'm a little torn up but I'll heal. It's just one of those points in your life where it's sink or swim. I'm slacking in school but it's nothing I can't fix. I found a boy, a good boy, a funny boy, a nice boy, a caring boy, a SMART boy. But he's moving to Texas and just got out of a relationship. That's okay because I'm moving to california and I'll be honest, if I started a relationship with him it would be long term, he is just that good. It's a case of wrong place, wrong time. That's okay, there's other fish in the sea. I'll stick with our late nights instead. I have never met someone like him before, I am always smiling when I am with him. And guess what? He's almost 21. Good-bye high school losers. He's not perfect, I think that's why I like him so much.
I don't think I was made for forever. 18 years and I've only met two guys I've wanted to stick with me through thick and thin, guys I'd be proud to introduce to my mom and my friends.
I'm done, I don't know where I was going with this anyways. Yesterday was hard, just over all. My heart was heavy and I sat in a parking lot and cried. I wiped my tears and went to a friends house, he hugged me and kissed my cheek and then we went and saw Final Destination 3. On the way home from his apartment Mr. Fabulous calls me, he has a bottle of wine and a free night. Did I go over there? Of course I did. Valentines day is no day to be alone. So I brought in my Nickelback CD and we sat in his room and he told me about his ex and how he's moving out, the new clothes he bought, about his life and his future, he showed me how he saves all his twenties and change, and how for over a year he's kept a monthly tally of his bills and debt and where he's at. They are even color coordinated. Then he turned on his black light, double checked the door and kissed me.
My Valentines day went out with a bang.
I don't think I was made for forever. 18 years and I've only met two guys I've wanted to stick with me through thick and thin, guys I'd be proud to introduce to my mom and my friends.
I'm done, I don't know where I was going with this anyways. Yesterday was hard, just over all. My heart was heavy and I sat in a parking lot and cried. I wiped my tears and went to a friends house, he hugged me and kissed my cheek and then we went and saw Final Destination 3. On the way home from his apartment Mr. Fabulous calls me, he has a bottle of wine and a free night. Did I go over there? Of course I did. Valentines day is no day to be alone. So I brought in my Nickelback CD and we sat in his room and he told me about his ex and how he's moving out, the new clothes he bought, about his life and his future, he showed me how he saves all his twenties and change, and how for over a year he's kept a monthly tally of his bills and debt and where he's at. They are even color coordinated. Then he turned on his black light, double checked the door and kissed me.
My Valentines day went out with a bang.