My baby's gone...
So, I'm trying NOT to cry right now but it's really not working. Now, you might think that I'm being overly dramatic-- but if you realy know me... you know what a HUGE deal this is. I lost my phone tonight. Doing what? Going out with my roomie for her birthday, and being DD for her and her friends. A perfectly nice thing to do right? Well, then cause my life is amazingly un-awesome, I loose it. You knwo what that means, I have NO way to get ahold of ANYONE and I also do NOT have the money for a new phone, at all.
I realize there are worse things in the world, and I'll figure something out but seriously what the hell!??! Just ONCE I'd like to have SOMETHING go fucking right for me.
So now I'm sitting here crying like a freaking baby, and I can't call anyone... cause I don't have a fucking phone! Now I have to e-mail my parents and let them know, cause if they need to get ahold of me they can't cause I don't have a fucking phone. I can't get ahold of my work because i don't have a fucking phone.
It's so sad when something materialistic becomes SO fucking important to you, but that thing is my LIFE and my only contact w/ the outside world. In addition to the only place I have a lot of people's (mainly the CMU ones I've met) numbers.
I seriously don't even know what to do right now, I'm crying, I'm freaking out... and it's not even like I have money for a new one either. I get my paycheck tommrow, but Danielle and I need to buy groceries, in additon to the fact that rent is due.
I realize that I DO need to go to sleep, but I can't. I'm really upset therefor my mind is racing and I'm just sitting here crying. Ok, so if you need to get ahold of me-- don't call me b/c I don't have a phone. E-mail/facebook/or IM me.
Now, if you don't understand WHY this upsets me so much than oviously you don't even know me. And if you have smart ass comments, keep thoose mother fuckers to yourself.
I realize there are worse things in the world, and I'll figure something out but seriously what the hell!??! Just ONCE I'd like to have SOMETHING go fucking right for me.
So now I'm sitting here crying like a freaking baby, and I can't call anyone... cause I don't have a fucking phone! Now I have to e-mail my parents and let them know, cause if they need to get ahold of me they can't cause I don't have a fucking phone. I can't get ahold of my work because i don't have a fucking phone.
It's so sad when something materialistic becomes SO fucking important to you, but that thing is my LIFE and my only contact w/ the outside world. In addition to the only place I have a lot of people's (mainly the CMU ones I've met) numbers.
I seriously don't even know what to do right now, I'm crying, I'm freaking out... and it's not even like I have money for a new one either. I get my paycheck tommrow, but Danielle and I need to buy groceries, in additon to the fact that rent is due.
I realize that I DO need to go to sleep, but I can't. I'm really upset therefor my mind is racing and I'm just sitting here crying. Ok, so if you need to get ahold of me-- don't call me b/c I don't have a phone. E-mail/facebook/or IM me.
Now, if you don't understand WHY this upsets me so much than oviously you don't even know me. And if you have smart ass comments, keep thoose mother fuckers to yourself.