its been years
I was just reading other peoples old journal entries and i forgot how much fun this thing was. It was awesome reading about the old times I miss them a lot. ive lost too many good friendships over the last few years, though ive made ones that are just as good, i suppose. I think im gonna start writing in this again, i have too many memories i dont wanna lose, that i already havent, so ill put em down here. if you're reading this cool, but if you have something nasty to say, fuck you and dont say anything....
Where to start. Im in college and i love it. its not the experience I think most people are having. here at five towns theres about 1000 people, and only 200 live on campus. its kinda like highschool size wise, and drama wise, which blows. i thought more people would have matured by now. I mean i still go out and egg shit and fuck shit up, but like if you have a prblm with someone, deal with dont be a bitch about it, that kinda stuff I hate it. Ive made some good friends up here, and classes are easy and fun. i love my roommate were the same person. Ryan and Cory too, wouldnt trade for anything, have only known them for like 8 months or something but i feel like ive known them forever, deffinatley dont wanna lose contact after school. next year jake and timmy and hopefully steveo will be here and my man bryan is here so its sickk. today steve serret called me. He graduated boot camp yesterday for the Navy, i love that guy. I used to hate him, idk why, then he dissapeared, years later he comes back( i didnt know who he was) and we became friends, ha. but i love that kid to death -db4* for life. I cant wait untill hes home again. So were planning for Wilwood 07 pt 2 this year. I'm so psyched, its gonna be me matt smith and eric. I havent really chilled with eric since like freshman year, i love him and that sucks but ww is gonna be insane. as for my other friends. and brittni my girlfriend who i love deeply for the last 2 + years, things have changed, but i love them all. me and kenny have become really close this last year or two, i mean im not DB, but whatever, im not gay jk kenny and kyle. i want to try to start being better friends with some people i dont talk to much, stec edley schotty, meage i miss those guys, idk what happened to us, and DZ. bumping into tom mckeon the other day was awesome, i havent talked to him or shawn or joeg in like 2 years, were gonna try and get together over the summer it sucks eing best friends for 15 years with 3 people and basically just stop talking, idk what happened. I dont know why everyone hated high school so much, i think those were the best years, even if i lost contact with a lot of people, i had the best memories from then. the last few weeks have been pretty sweet, a little rough with brittni but all is good. I got to see steveo pat jake timmy ro will and james (wills having a baby in month omg!!) who i dont get to see too much that was sick, i see joeyd a lot but he doesnt chill with us, and that sucks i love him. . hopefully ill get to see mike daly next weekend and i know thatll be fun. i dont really know wha else to right, im thinking of things ive done lately. with matt ( my roommate) and alex we went egging and shit. 36 eggs met nice cars, a rolly chair at 50mph and a block of cars covered in ketchup and mustard. ahh great times. also girls volleyball tournament,that was beautful. went to corys house not to long ago, got drunk, that was fun. gettting a little hands on in the studio, thats sick. Scavenger hunt was fun a few weeks ago. spring break was a lot of fun, as was winter break. sucks i dont have too much of a memory. i jus remember i had fun, but not what i did. One day i went to see shutter with kenny, and the mall, and the mall again and again and again, i hate kenny. went to his dorm a few times good times there! y 19th bday was fun, until sean got the cops called on us, but w/e. I got my NJ db4 tattoo which i love then..bad things happened and i didnt get to see NFG
which was the pretty big event in october. Ryan and cory come down to jackson for a good time. sneak into great adventure, a little too crowded so we leave. Ride home was fun tho it was 6 hours long cuz of traffic). Im with brittni matt james and will and pat and someeone else (sorry) i dont remember. we have the idea to light a porta potty on fire like the old days. We have a plan that shooda went well, shooda...aftter going inside me and matt finish puring the GASOLINE everywhere when for some reason matt ignites the lighter. BOOM, blows up and were on fire rolling around trying to put ourseleves out. I was completely engulfed. Im thinking Stop Drop and Roll or your gonna die, i put most of myself out and stand up. i realize my back is on fire so i drop don real hard.its out so i run to my house. my great friends will and patt run away, no biggie. we get home, and thats when it starts to hurt, so we decide to go to the hospital, very fast thanks cory! they treat me wrap me up, some 2nd degree all over my legs and borderline 3rd on my back. matt got a little furned on his face. as im being discharged i blow my nose and my eye lid(the bottom part) fills with air, so i tell the nurse, and shes like well thats a broken orbital (eye socket). so she does a CT scan to make sure i dont have bone frags in my brain, well i didnt, lucky me. It was just some cancer. they didnt tell me though, but they did tell my parents and brittni. im taken to childrens hosp of philly for burns and eye they told me, but when i arrive they tell me i have a malignat tumor growing in my brain that needs to be remove immediately, yea i was little speechless. Burned, broke eye socket and cancer all in one shot. everything went 100% perfect. i had to learn how to walk again kinda and lost some memory (but no hair), it was kinda hard to understand people, still is. got sick deja vu for a while, sick painkillers, lost a good amount of vision. what sucked more than the surgery was the stomach virus that followed and the post-trauatic stress depression that i got. I swar I would cry watching tv if something sad happens, anything would set me off. if i saw fire or something that reminded me id flashback and cry, it sucked. sometimes id cry for no reason, but that only lasted a week or two. And of all people to save my life..Matt Lencewicz, what the fuck. the Dr's said within 4-5 months (which is now) Id be going blind and/or deaf, migrains, seizures, and losing mental capacity. also know i had a CT 5 years ago for my tonsil which the tumor was on, but guess what the highly capable staff at Kimbal didnt find it, thanks. i have an MRI next week and I really hope i dont have cancer again..
Right now im just looking forward to the last month or so of school, began my early summers for which i have big plans. got finals in 3 weeks, than done. ill prolly be hanging out with will (until may 26) and smith matt and kenny.I cant think of anything else to write, but if i do ill be back, and im gonna try to write in this bad boy every day. Later
Where to start. Im in college and i love it. its not the experience I think most people are having. here at five towns theres about 1000 people, and only 200 live on campus. its kinda like highschool size wise, and drama wise, which blows. i thought more people would have matured by now. I mean i still go out and egg shit and fuck shit up, but like if you have a prblm with someone, deal with dont be a bitch about it, that kinda stuff I hate it. Ive made some good friends up here, and classes are easy and fun. i love my roommate were the same person. Ryan and Cory too, wouldnt trade for anything, have only known them for like 8 months or something but i feel like ive known them forever, deffinatley dont wanna lose contact after school. next year jake and timmy and hopefully steveo will be here and my man bryan is here so its sickk. today steve serret called me. He graduated boot camp yesterday for the Navy, i love that guy. I used to hate him, idk why, then he dissapeared, years later he comes back( i didnt know who he was) and we became friends, ha. but i love that kid to death -db4* for life. I cant wait untill hes home again. So were planning for Wilwood 07 pt 2 this year. I'm so psyched, its gonna be me matt smith and eric. I havent really chilled with eric since like freshman year, i love him and that sucks but ww is gonna be insane. as for my other friends. and brittni my girlfriend who i love deeply for the last 2 + years, things have changed, but i love them all. me and kenny have become really close this last year or two, i mean im not DB, but whatever, im not gay jk kenny and kyle. i want to try to start being better friends with some people i dont talk to much, stec edley schotty, meage i miss those guys, idk what happened to us, and DZ. bumping into tom mckeon the other day was awesome, i havent talked to him or shawn or joeg in like 2 years, were gonna try and get together over the summer it sucks eing best friends for 15 years with 3 people and basically just stop talking, idk what happened. I dont know why everyone hated high school so much, i think those were the best years, even if i lost contact with a lot of people, i had the best memories from then. the last few weeks have been pretty sweet, a little rough with brittni but all is good. I got to see steveo pat jake timmy ro will and james (wills having a baby in month omg!!) who i dont get to see too much that was sick, i see joeyd a lot but he doesnt chill with us, and that sucks i love him. . hopefully ill get to see mike daly next weekend and i know thatll be fun. i dont really know wha else to right, im thinking of things ive done lately. with matt ( my roommate) and alex we went egging and shit. 36 eggs met nice cars, a rolly chair at 50mph and a block of cars covered in ketchup and mustard. ahh great times. also girls volleyball tournament,that was beautful. went to corys house not to long ago, got drunk, that was fun. gettting a little hands on in the studio, thats sick. Scavenger hunt was fun a few weeks ago. spring break was a lot of fun, as was winter break. sucks i dont have too much of a memory. i jus remember i had fun, but not what i did. One day i went to see shutter with kenny, and the mall, and the mall again and again and again, i hate kenny. went to his dorm a few times good times there! y 19th bday was fun, until sean got the cops called on us, but w/e. I got my NJ db4 tattoo which i love then..bad things happened and i didnt get to see NFG
which was the pretty big event in october. Ryan and cory come down to jackson for a good time. sneak into great adventure, a little too crowded so we leave. Ride home was fun tho it was 6 hours long cuz of traffic). Im with brittni matt james and will and pat and someeone else (sorry) i dont remember. we have the idea to light a porta potty on fire like the old days. We have a plan that shooda went well, shooda...aftter going inside me and matt finish puring the GASOLINE everywhere when for some reason matt ignites the lighter. BOOM, blows up and were on fire rolling around trying to put ourseleves out. I was completely engulfed. Im thinking Stop Drop and Roll or your gonna die, i put most of myself out and stand up. i realize my back is on fire so i drop don real hard.its out so i run to my house. my great friends will and patt run away, no biggie. we get home, and thats when it starts to hurt, so we decide to go to the hospital, very fast thanks cory! they treat me wrap me up, some 2nd degree all over my legs and borderline 3rd on my back. matt got a little furned on his face. as im being discharged i blow my nose and my eye lid(the bottom part) fills with air, so i tell the nurse, and shes like well thats a broken orbital (eye socket). so she does a CT scan to make sure i dont have bone frags in my brain, well i didnt, lucky me. It was just some cancer. they didnt tell me though, but they did tell my parents and brittni. im taken to childrens hosp of philly for burns and eye they told me, but when i arrive they tell me i have a malignat tumor growing in my brain that needs to be remove immediately, yea i was little speechless. Burned, broke eye socket and cancer all in one shot. everything went 100% perfect. i had to learn how to walk again kinda and lost some memory (but no hair), it was kinda hard to understand people, still is. got sick deja vu for a while, sick painkillers, lost a good amount of vision. what sucked more than the surgery was the stomach virus that followed and the post-trauatic stress depression that i got. I swar I would cry watching tv if something sad happens, anything would set me off. if i saw fire or something that reminded me id flashback and cry, it sucked. sometimes id cry for no reason, but that only lasted a week or two. And of all people to save my life..Matt Lencewicz, what the fuck. the Dr's said within 4-5 months (which is now) Id be going blind and/or deaf, migrains, seizures, and losing mental capacity. also know i had a CT 5 years ago for my tonsil which the tumor was on, but guess what the highly capable staff at Kimbal didnt find it, thanks. i have an MRI next week and I really hope i dont have cancer again..
Right now im just looking forward to the last month or so of school, began my early summers for which i have big plans. got finals in 3 weeks, than done. ill prolly be hanging out with will (until may 26) and smith matt and kenny.I cant think of anything else to write, but if i do ill be back, and im gonna try to write in this bad boy every day. Later