Feb 14, 2005 16:39
So today I got a flower from Brant, a singing valentine from Jenny, and a big bag of conversation hearts from Mattie. I really wanted something from Kyle though, and I know, I know he treated me like shit, but I miss him so much!! I mean I guess I really didnt expect him to get anything for me, but some small part of me wanted it so bad! I wonder if me and him still had our thing if he still would have asked Mattie out to dinner, kinda makes you wonder you know? I mean he liked two best friends at once I wonder what he would have done. But I guess I will never find out. So I never told Mattie anything that happened between me and Kyle cus she liked him too, but I am going to tell her everything and if I find out that they were doing stuff to I already have this whole speach planed out to give to kyle lol it goes "Kyle what the fuck! I can't believe you I thought you were better then that!! Messing around with two best friends ay once what the hell is the matter with you! Did you think we would never find out? Now you've lost more then just someone to kiss after school you lost a friend."
Lol do you think thats good? I like it!! But yea thats it peace!!