Oh my god. I thought it was you! I saw that someone had added me and I was hoping it was you, but I couldn't tell for sure, so I was waiting for the gumption to just ask, or for you to comment. Fuck. I miss you so much Kara! The last time I saw you I think it was like a year ago, and you were having your birthday party and then I couldn't go because Lydia was down for the weekend and evil and dragged me off to some drugged-out movie 'cos we really had planned to spend the day together prior, but I felt so guilty anyway and sad that I tried to stab myself in the throat. But Lydia wouldn't let me --> she's selfish like that. Anyway, I really feel bad because it is my fault that we haven't talked for so long because I should have called or something, but I just didn't and I miss you a lot. Fuh! I thought Jessica was coming down on Thursday, so I waited at home and talked to the fence posts, but she never called, and then on Friday, I was going to go up to Modesto for my first friend get-together since the surgery, and then got a voice message from Jess saying that she was in town and leaving at 5, but I got the message at 4:40, and the last digit of her number got cut off, so that I couldn't even call her, and then I was like, well she is leaving, and then at around 5:15 I left the house, and then apparently just after that Jess came by and I was gone already so she left me a message and talked to my mom, but her birthday is tomorrow, and yea. Anyway, I just figure that I will call her. So yea, I have to finish up with one of my online class assignments, but after that I will give you a call and we'll talk it out. Anyway, I am really glad.
wow! i miss you too. call me for sure. i don't have your number anymore because i broke my phone, but i could deffinatly use a little rox in my life. i have to have someone to tell me that i suck every now and then. i like the truth! haha. anyhooch. no excuses! call me.
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