Ah the joys of being an R.A.

[jewgirlsays]

So far, i have had to deal with more shit here than i thought i would. I have had to deal with suicide, harassment, and assault. Not to mention the roommate conflicts, noise complaints, and trash in the hallway. Its alot of work. I knew that it would be, but damn. I guess i shouldnt complain, i did want the job. I do love it though. I do, i really really do. All my residents are still really cool for the most part. Its an experience that i would not give up for the world. It does have its drawbacks, as everything does. It is killing my theatre. I have had no time to be involved, and i think that they think i am dead, except the people in my acting II class. I would love to be an RA again next year, but i think inorder to do so, i would have to change majors. But i dont know what i would want to change it to. I have been thinking about it, just for the reason that if i am gunna make it on broadway, its not gunna be because of the college degree i got at western. Maybe something a little more practical should be in order. There are two things that i would love to do with my life, traveling, and helping people. But i have NO idea as to how i should go about it. I dont know, another part of me just wants to stick it out, for the reason i went into it in the first place. I figured if i go to college for something i love, then i will do better at it. But that idea dosent seem to be working right now. Im not doing to bad, but i am not making A's either, another downside to being an RA. But i do love it, and i would love to do it again, i just dont think it would be smart to do so. I know i can handle it, its within my grasp, but i dont know if i could do it again unless i changed majors. Plus, Amy doesnt want to live in a dorm again next year, and who could blame her. There was talk of moving into an apartment/house thing that my friend sean is going to be the super of. Only time will tell how events will unfold. Then theres the whole guy thing that i am torturing myself over, but i really dont feel like getting into that. So thats it i guess. Other than that, i am having a good time. Skylar, Max, and i are going to do a Murder Mystery party on halloween, its gunna be awsome. I think he wants to die, which is fine by me. Max and i are going to be the moderaters, its gunna be fun. Hopefully it will be a building wide event, and different rooms can be different scenes where people can find cluses and stuff. Well, nothing else to say, just thought i would give you cybergeeks an update.
-Jewgirl out
PS Amy thinks she might be a lesbian, and for that reason, her and ryan broke up again.