Sigh

[jewgirlsays]

Do you ever feel like everything around you is changing and your just staying the same. I dont know what to do, i dont know what to say. I want to grow, but i dont feel like i am. Its like my head is numb and the only thing i can do is nod and say "a huh yeah, ok". Its pissing me off. I just get so frustrated with myself, but that only makes it worse. I dunno...I always give off the impression that everything is ok, that i am happy and bubbly. Nobody knows that i am unsatisfied, but i never tell them. I never tell anyone about me, well, at least not how i am feeling at the moment. But thats the way i like it, my emotions are very personal to me, so i shouldnt complain. I still dont know.
Life sucks and then you die.