Well, its about time...I'd almost thought life had gotten better
Honestly it makes sense...I mean, somewhere there has to be a rule that says I have to automatically screw up at regular intervals. Its all just so pathetic, I should have just expected this. I'm not sure I'm even going to try to straighten things out...just to attempt to save face. I probably won't know how to say what I need to say, as usual, and it might just make things worse. I think I'll just let it go...and continue on. I'm good at pretending like I don't care, it might as well work this time too. Ok, at least now I'm more ready for highschool to be over. I'd been unsure about that. I suppose that on the plus side, I'll be able to choose to some extent who I want to be around, rather than basically being forced to be around everyone. Whatever...I'm done, I'm just going to bed...I don't want to care about this anymore...