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[jewface23]

 And so it goes I realize now or i suppose the last few days have been leading up to this but I honestly question how is it that my life is where it is now? I am very unhappy with all of the choices I have made in the past 2 going on 3 years. So how does one change everything about their lives? I think its impossible. I have to go fight for my life tomorrow and the entire time I am begging this man to help me out because my future truely rides on his decision he will be thinking of how he can get me out of his office so he can eat lunch and prob looking at my tits. If only I could blink and go back three years and truely make the right decision for my life.

P.S I don't give a fuck that you think your life is harder I am sure it is. I am not saying my life is hard I am saying I fucked up. So yeah.