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So I hung out with John tonight. We had a really good time. Kevin picked us up from my work and Me, Kev, John, Tommy and Jer went ot Mc Donalds and I bought everyone ice cream. Then Kev and his bros went home and John and I walked back down to Gladstone and Wyandotte.
John said somethings to me tonight that really have me thinking tho. Tonight actually felt like old times with him ... the good times. Part of me knows that it wouldn't work if I did go back out with him, we fight too much, we're too different and we like different things. But part of me wonders if maybe it could work.
I'm not saying I wanna go back out with him or that I'm going to or that I'm even considering it. Maybe I am and myabe I'm not. I'm not really ready to even consider it yet .. just keeping things on file for when I am.
But i will do some thinking about my feelings for John and for Chris.. then when i'm ready figure out where I stand or where I'd like to stand.
At least I know that John cares about me a lot.
John said somethings to me tonight that really have me thinking tho. Tonight actually felt like old times with him ... the good times. Part of me knows that it wouldn't work if I did go back out with him, we fight too much, we're too different and we like different things. But part of me wonders if maybe it could work.
I'm not saying I wanna go back out with him or that I'm going to or that I'm even considering it. Maybe I am and myabe I'm not. I'm not really ready to even consider it yet .. just keeping things on file for when I am.
But i will do some thinking about my feelings for John and for Chris.. then when i'm ready figure out where I stand or where I'd like to stand.
At least I know that John cares about me a lot.