Apr 07, 2005 22:03
Make no mistake
That these villains
Always get the girl
doesnt it make you sick? and dont you love this: the slut, the annoying one, the boring one and i think i'm the bitch. no big surprise. but you know what? i think i'm perfect. earlier i was talking to a girlfriend and it made me sick to think how guys can affect our views of ourselves. i told her he's deliberately mean like that bc its his immature way of coping with the situation at hand. i'm so proud of myself for not letting any of it get to me anymore. something i've perfected over these past few months. i've always been the strong one, but i never knew to what measure until recently. and can i tell you, i dont let them see me cry. thank you ms sanders..you taught me SOMETHING! i used to not be able to handle all my past emotions with current times, but now i find myself surrounded and still happy. something new for me is that i'm only willing to go as far as you're willing to travel. guess i'm looking for someone who'll meet me in the middle. i know this is a random rant. no real reason..just something i thought about after the mall today. i'm glad i've gotten back to myself. i've never felt more me. and you know what? theres nothing wrong with me.