weird
what happened i can't even discribe. i have a gut feeling and it isn't good. and all and all it has to come during a time when there's too much to handle already. why bother. why bother. one time i realize the fault that was never mine. and engage in a dance that I was never asked to. the match dims out as I'm desperately trying to see, to catch some warmth. it may all be so depressing, it may end everything and start something else completely radical that I would never see it coming. it's not suppose to make sense. it just is. and all the glory that came with me left before I had a chance to say goodbye. just as a reminder, it touches my eyes slightly. in the distance there's something, maybe. something that could be, maybe. maybe it's better if it was just nothing at all.