stolen good from eryn and ibe
A- Act your age? - depends on who im with and hwat the mood is. im flexible.
B - Breast size - 34-36 B now... my boobs are growing, YESH!.
C - Chore you hate - washing dishes.
E - Essential Makeup/beauty product - eyeliner.
F - Favorite actress - wininoa ryder.
G - Gold or silver - silver for fucking sure... plastic is cool too.
H - Hometown - sacramento.
I - Instruments you play - the kazoo.
J - Job title - babysitter.
K - Kids - contemplating it...
L - Living arrangements - shared room with two sisters two weeks out of every month. shit i know.
M - Mom's name - sheri
N - Number of people you've slept with - ...I, like eryn, prefer not to disclose.
O - Overnight hospital stays - ive been to the hospital about 2 or three times that i can remember, never over night, sept when i was first born i got to stay wif my mama in le osepital.
P - Phobia - roaches.
Q - Quote you like -
"Us in the speech therapist office, Brandy says, "It helps to know you're not any more responsible for how you look then a car is," Brandy says. "You're a product just as much. A product of a product of a product. The people who desighn cars, they're products. Your parents are products. Their parents were products. Your teachers, products. The minister in your church, another product," Brandy says.
Sometimes your best way to deal with shit, she says, is to not hold yourself as such a precious little prize.
"My point being," Brandy says, "is you can't escape the world, and you're not responsible for how you look, if you look beauticious or butt ugly. Your not responsible for how you feel or what you say or how you act or anything you do. Its all out of your hands," Brandy says. The same way a compact disk isn't responsible for what's recorded on it, that's how we are. You're about as one-of-a-kind as a dollar bill.
"There isn't any real you in you , she says. "Even your physical body, all your cells will be replaced in eight years."
Skin, bones, blood, and organs transplant from person to person. Even what's inside you already, the colonies of microbes and bugs that eat your food for you, without them you'd die. Nothing of you is all-the-way-yours. All of you inherited.
"Relax," Brandy says, "Whatever you're thinking, a million other folks are thinking. Whatever you do, they're doing, and none of you is responsible. All of you is a cooperative efort."
"Your a product of our language," Brandy says, "and how our laws are and how we belive our god wants us. Every bitty molecule about you has already been thought out by some million people befre you," she says. "Anything you can do is boring and old and perfectly okay. You're safe because your so trapped inbside your culture. Anything you can concieve is fine because you can conceive it. You can't imagine any way to escape. theres no way you can get out," Brandy says. "And if you can find any way out of our culture, then that's a trap too. Just wanting to get out of the trap reinforces the trap."
Brandy says, "The best way is not to fight it, just go. Don't be trying all the time to fix things. What you run away from only stays with you longer. When you fight something, you only make it stronger." She says, "Don't do what you want." She says, "Do what you don't want." It's the opposite of fallowing your bliss. Brandy tells me, "Do the things that scare you the most."
R - Religious affiliation - agnostic/atheist, still confused...
S - Siblings - younger sisters jade, 14, jasmine 12
T - Time you wake up? - working days = 8:30 if im walking, 9:15 if im getting a ride. weekends = when someone calls, or when i feel like ive rested enough.
U - Unique habit - saying stupid shit like "wah wah wahhh" or "why you gotta be so cute" to guys i like, and them thinking they're the only one i say it to...
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - those mini cabbages... shit what are they called?.
W - Worst habit - picking at my tatt.
X - X-rays you've had - my teeth, my arm.
Y - Yummy food you make - i can make an okay breakfast... no, not pop tarts!
Z - Zodiac Sign - scorpio, yeah tahst right my birthday is in 13 days! w00t w00t!
current clothes// tight black lowrise jeans - studded belt - shitty shot out black cons - unmatching socks - wickedly cool, fake denim bra - favorite beat-nick, black long sleave shirt.
current hair// black, brown, light brown, sandy blonde
current music// saves the day
current taste// i love asian food
current smell// the wierd smell of shane's inhaler
current annoyance// not having my septum pierced and wanting my tatt filled in.
current thing I ought to be doing// community service and re-enrolling for school... and tellign parents that i accidently got dropped...
current desktop// i think its some e machene piece of crap.
Current book// uh im working on it... gimmie a break, i just read liek 4 books two weeks ago!
current cd in cd player// saves the day - stay what you are
Current Worry// getting back in school
Current crush// dan and shane
Last Person...
You touched// london
You talked to// related to: mason
you hugged// haila
You instant messaged// julia and haila
You yelled at// mason
Who broke your heart// myself
Favorite ..
Person// haila julia shane mason dan
Food// asian duhhh
Drink// alcoholic : steel, or bud. hard stuff : vodka. soda : dr. pepper. i also liek milk and water.
Color// black, red, blue, pink.
Shoes// i like boots, but sadly i havent any. i have crappy conns.
Candy// i like pop rocks.
Animal// iguanas are fresh. so are giraffes and puffins.
TV Show// law and order, boston public, nip tuck, any dating show
Song// too many to list
Vegetable// asparagus is good
Fruit// strawberry IS good...
Are you..
understanding// id say so
open-minded// you know it
arrogant// i have my moments
Insecure// sometimes...
Interesting// if you take the time to get to know me
Hungry// when am i not hungry?
Friendly// im pretty friendly when im drunk
Smart// depends on what you mean by smart...
Moody// if someone/something sets me off.
Childish// nah
Independent//i wish i was hahaha
organized// yes
Shy// sometimes
Difficult// no im pretty low mantinence
Attractive// id say yes in my own little world.
Bored easily// depends on who im with
Messy// i ussually clean after myself, but hate cleaning others messes
Thirsty// for the illigal stuff
Responsible// barley
Obsessive// i left obcession in jr. high
Angry// i can be
Sad// id say 35% of the time im sad
Happy// yeah i am happy allot of the time
Trusting// god no... i just pretend now...
ill// in the head? probably more then others...
Talkative// of course
Original// no (see quote)
Different// no (see quote)
Unique// no (see quote)
Ignored// no
Content// uh, yeah, when im drunk
A thinker// god yes, why wont it stop?!
Sleepy// yeah i keepy myself up all night and wake up too damn early. coffy is my freind
Lonely// can be. not really. HA.
Who do you want to...
kill// thats classified...
Kiss// too many people
Hug// haila julia (especially julia because she hates me) shane dan and mason
WHAT TEH FUCK I KEEP FEELING SOMETHING ON MY FUCKING COLLAR BONE AND ITS FREAKIGN ME FUCKING OUT! ah...
Hook up with// uhm... teddy ruxpin
Shake// DAMNES BOOZE CHAINS N BOOTS! shakeit
Be like// lots of people.but i am already lots of people (see quote)
B - Breast size - 34-36 B now... my boobs are growing, YESH!.
C - Chore you hate - washing dishes.
E - Essential Makeup/beauty product - eyeliner.
F - Favorite actress - wininoa ryder.
G - Gold or silver - silver for fucking sure... plastic is cool too.
H - Hometown - sacramento.
I - Instruments you play - the kazoo.
J - Job title - babysitter.
K - Kids - contemplating it...
L - Living arrangements - shared room with two sisters two weeks out of every month. shit i know.
M - Mom's name - sheri
N - Number of people you've slept with - ...I, like eryn, prefer not to disclose.
O - Overnight hospital stays - ive been to the hospital about 2 or three times that i can remember, never over night, sept when i was first born i got to stay wif my mama in le osepital.
P - Phobia - roaches.
Q - Quote you like -
"Us in the speech therapist office, Brandy says, "It helps to know you're not any more responsible for how you look then a car is," Brandy says. "You're a product just as much. A product of a product of a product. The people who desighn cars, they're products. Your parents are products. Their parents were products. Your teachers, products. The minister in your church, another product," Brandy says.
Sometimes your best way to deal with shit, she says, is to not hold yourself as such a precious little prize.
"My point being," Brandy says, "is you can't escape the world, and you're not responsible for how you look, if you look beauticious or butt ugly. Your not responsible for how you feel or what you say or how you act or anything you do. Its all out of your hands," Brandy says. The same way a compact disk isn't responsible for what's recorded on it, that's how we are. You're about as one-of-a-kind as a dollar bill.
"There isn't any real you in you , she says. "Even your physical body, all your cells will be replaced in eight years."
Skin, bones, blood, and organs transplant from person to person. Even what's inside you already, the colonies of microbes and bugs that eat your food for you, without them you'd die. Nothing of you is all-the-way-yours. All of you inherited.
"Relax," Brandy says, "Whatever you're thinking, a million other folks are thinking. Whatever you do, they're doing, and none of you is responsible. All of you is a cooperative efort."
"Your a product of our language," Brandy says, "and how our laws are and how we belive our god wants us. Every bitty molecule about you has already been thought out by some million people befre you," she says. "Anything you can do is boring and old and perfectly okay. You're safe because your so trapped inbside your culture. Anything you can concieve is fine because you can conceive it. You can't imagine any way to escape. theres no way you can get out," Brandy says. "And if you can find any way out of our culture, then that's a trap too. Just wanting to get out of the trap reinforces the trap."
Brandy says, "The best way is not to fight it, just go. Don't be trying all the time to fix things. What you run away from only stays with you longer. When you fight something, you only make it stronger." She says, "Don't do what you want." She says, "Do what you don't want." It's the opposite of fallowing your bliss. Brandy tells me, "Do the things that scare you the most."
R - Religious affiliation - agnostic/atheist, still confused...
S - Siblings - younger sisters jade, 14, jasmine 12
T - Time you wake up? - working days = 8:30 if im walking, 9:15 if im getting a ride. weekends = when someone calls, or when i feel like ive rested enough.
U - Unique habit - saying stupid shit like "wah wah wahhh" or "why you gotta be so cute" to guys i like, and them thinking they're the only one i say it to...
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - those mini cabbages... shit what are they called?.
W - Worst habit - picking at my tatt.
X - X-rays you've had - my teeth, my arm.
Y - Yummy food you make - i can make an okay breakfast... no, not pop tarts!
Z - Zodiac Sign - scorpio, yeah tahst right my birthday is in 13 days! w00t w00t!
current clothes// tight black lowrise jeans - studded belt - shitty shot out black cons - unmatching socks - wickedly cool, fake denim bra - favorite beat-nick, black long sleave shirt.
current hair// black, brown, light brown, sandy blonde
current music// saves the day
current taste// i love asian food
current smell// the wierd smell of shane's inhaler
current annoyance// not having my septum pierced and wanting my tatt filled in.
current thing I ought to be doing// community service and re-enrolling for school... and tellign parents that i accidently got dropped...
current desktop// i think its some e machene piece of crap.
Current book// uh im working on it... gimmie a break, i just read liek 4 books two weeks ago!
current cd in cd player// saves the day - stay what you are
Current Worry// getting back in school
Current crush// dan and shane
Last Person...
You touched// london
You talked to// related to: mason
you hugged// haila
You instant messaged// julia and haila
You yelled at// mason
Who broke your heart// myself
Favorite ..
Person// haila julia shane mason dan
Food// asian duhhh
Drink// alcoholic : steel, or bud. hard stuff : vodka. soda : dr. pepper. i also liek milk and water.
Color// black, red, blue, pink.
Shoes// i like boots, but sadly i havent any. i have crappy conns.
Candy// i like pop rocks.
Animal// iguanas are fresh. so are giraffes and puffins.
TV Show// law and order, boston public, nip tuck, any dating show
Song// too many to list
Vegetable// asparagus is good
Fruit// strawberry IS good...
Are you..
understanding// id say so
open-minded// you know it
arrogant// i have my moments
Insecure// sometimes...
Interesting// if you take the time to get to know me
Hungry// when am i not hungry?
Friendly// im pretty friendly when im drunk
Smart// depends on what you mean by smart...
Moody// if someone/something sets me off.
Childish// nah
Independent//i wish i was hahaha
organized// yes
Shy// sometimes
Difficult// no im pretty low mantinence
Attractive// id say yes in my own little world.
Bored easily// depends on who im with
Messy// i ussually clean after myself, but hate cleaning others messes
Thirsty// for the illigal stuff
Responsible// barley
Obsessive// i left obcession in jr. high
Angry// i can be
Sad// id say 35% of the time im sad
Happy// yeah i am happy allot of the time
Trusting// god no... i just pretend now...
ill// in the head? probably more then others...
Talkative// of course
Original// no (see quote)
Different// no (see quote)
Unique// no (see quote)
Ignored// no
Content// uh, yeah, when im drunk
A thinker// god yes, why wont it stop?!
Sleepy// yeah i keepy myself up all night and wake up too damn early. coffy is my freind
Lonely// can be. not really. HA.
Who do you want to...
kill// thats classified...
Kiss// too many people
Hug// haila julia (especially julia because she hates me) shane dan and mason
WHAT TEH FUCK I KEEP FEELING SOMETHING ON MY FUCKING COLLAR BONE AND ITS FREAKIGN ME FUCKING OUT! ah...
Hook up with// uhm... teddy ruxpin
Shake// DAMNES BOOZE CHAINS N BOOTS! shakeit
Be like// lots of people.but i am already lots of people (see quote)