What will the universe do with me today...? Hopefully allow me to get my stuff done...
I am the type of person that takes signs from the universe somewhat seriously. Making things go from a feeling that Gen and I should go beyond e-mail and a coffee-date and outings with mutual friends, to officially being together, sealed with a frank conversation and a demand/request for a kiss was motivated by such a sign. I was a receptionist at the time, and a company called Pegasus Legal Service called the law office, shortly after I had written a description of how things seemed to be that described not an elephant in the room, but a big beautiful winged creature (that represented the romantic tension that seemed to be building). For weeks after that I went around looking for meaning in the moments whenever I saw a random white feather. Before then and still now, I was and I am always on the lookout to find meaning in life from synchronicity and serendipity.
Friday's events with the random pet-sitting gig and being able to see my (ex) horse from across the way feels like one of those serendipitous events. I want it to be more than just closure, after I go watch the owner and Monarch have a riding lesson today, I want there to be more follow-up. I feel like there should be more meaning, there. But I don't know what kind and I don't know if I have any time or energy for that. I have also experienced times when I pushed the universe with my ego and then gotten pretty burned. The most recent case is with the feelings I had about the half-way house practicum site. On one of those days of waiting I thought I had a yoga insight that I wanted to get my masters degree in social work, so I could run one in the future. And then I wound up doing my practicum someplace else because the supervisor who interviewed me moved to Boston the week after the interview and someone else was left to find interns for their facility.
Who knows what the universe has in store for me? Today I will be taking control though, by eating good food, getting to the gym, watching Monarch and his partner dude, cleaning a little, talking to Gen a little, and getting my paper done before 11 tonight. That's the plan. Wish I'd gotten up at 7:30 this morning. Gonna go work it though.
Friday's events with the random pet-sitting gig and being able to see my (ex) horse from across the way feels like one of those serendipitous events. I want it to be more than just closure, after I go watch the owner and Monarch have a riding lesson today, I want there to be more follow-up. I feel like there should be more meaning, there. But I don't know what kind and I don't know if I have any time or energy for that. I have also experienced times when I pushed the universe with my ego and then gotten pretty burned. The most recent case is with the feelings I had about the half-way house practicum site. On one of those days of waiting I thought I had a yoga insight that I wanted to get my masters degree in social work, so I could run one in the future. And then I wound up doing my practicum someplace else because the supervisor who interviewed me moved to Boston the week after the interview and someone else was left to find interns for their facility.
Who knows what the universe has in store for me? Today I will be taking control though, by eating good food, getting to the gym, watching Monarch and his partner dude, cleaning a little, talking to Gen a little, and getting my paper done before 11 tonight. That's the plan. Wish I'd gotten up at 7:30 this morning. Gonna go work it though.