Dreaming lately...
Last night I dreamed in color about being on horseback with a companion, a tame bear, and a dog. We were on a desert trail, but seemed like the side of the highway or something. We almost went down a steep embankment, but we couldn't because it wouldn't get us anywhere because there was a fence the horses wouldn't fit through. I think somehow the bear and the dog went though, because later in the dream I was upset about the missing dog. The dog turned out to be my childhood dog, Fiesta. And we wound up having to go to a spanish speaking place to recover her. Makes me wonder if I just miss my mom. My mom being the reason I had a childhood dog and horse experiences in the desert. MAYBE I want to connect with the mother/daughter feeling I had when I was younger. Who knows...
Also, somewhere in dreamland last night M., my first intense love girlfriend showed up. I don't remember the circumstance or even what happened. M. shows up in dreamland every 4-6 months,or so it seems. I could contact M., but we have definitely faded apart. I think the encounter was mostly neutral but vaguely anxiety producing. Oh well. I wish I could remember more.
And, I feel like I might have dreamed about being pregnant! That was probably linked to the Grey's Anatomy I saw last night and my friends pregnancy!
Also, somewhere in dreamland last night M., my first intense love girlfriend showed up. I don't remember the circumstance or even what happened. M. shows up in dreamland every 4-6 months,or so it seems. I could contact M., but we have definitely faded apart. I think the encounter was mostly neutral but vaguely anxiety producing. Oh well. I wish I could remember more.
And, I feel like I might have dreamed about being pregnant! That was probably linked to the Grey's Anatomy I saw last night and my friends pregnancy!