last call
So here we are again, as we've never been before. That's the only way I can describe it. I'm back at home sitting on the computer helping Adam study and thinking about how exhausted I am 10 o'clock, but it's all so different now. I'm not home for summer vacation, I'm out of school forever. I'm not getting ready for camp and planning my summer around when I might have a spare weekend. I am getting ready to move and planning my wedding. I am looking for a place to live in two different states although I don't know exactly when I'll be living there. I have no idea what I'm going to be doing next year, and even this summer is a giant question mark. For the first time in 12 years, I don't know how my summer will be spent beginning to end. And, for the first time ever, I have no idea where I will be when the summer is over. But it's so exciting. I can't wait to get married. PLans are coming along swimmingly and I think it's going to be a good time. And once we finally get to live together and spend real time together, I think life is going to come together nicely. But the uncharted territory can be a bit scary. And my poor brain is on major overload. But, I've floated through life thus far, and I will continue to float. I will lsoe many people during this leg of the journey, but the important ones will stick around. I know how this works. OK, you're sick of reading this. Hugs! ~Julie