alright, it's alright

[jewels59]

So it looks like things are going to be ok. I hope so anyway. I'm tired of feeling like crap all the time, so I'm going to try very hard to make things ok. So let's see... school is stressful so we won't talk about that... oh well how about camp? Yes, camp, that's a happy thing. Well I sent an email out to my girls today which was very exciting. I miss them lots and I'm so thankful that I get one more summer with them. It almost feels like summer might actually come too. I have to go to a conference over spring break for camp. I'm speaking at it too. SOoooooooooooo scary. I'm only going to be with 2 other people from camp and we have a 2 hour seminar to run, and it's for all of New England, so there will be TONS of people there. Eep! But I am very excited and I think this will be a really good experience for me. Talking in front of people always makes me feel all sorts of nervous and excited. ahh spring break can't come soon enough. I have so much work to do during it, but I reallly just need to get away from here and classes and stuff. In other good news, Adam will be back in the states soon. That will be a relief. It's very stressful with him over there. But it's almost over, thank god. So I guess life's alright so I'll stop now before I find something bad to talk about. sigh... I'll write again soon. ~ Julie

just keep saying "it'll be alright; everything will be alright"