love conquers all.
im not sure what to think. here i sit. well fed. comfortable. tired. afraid. go into what? go into what?
focus on your heart? what does all this stuff mean? you have a nice pad, you have toys that you amass, and accumulate. this gives you a proud feeling. yes, look what i've forged, im able to afford all this STUFF. im able to buy a car, and more things, and watch brainwashing tv, on a nice screen. yes, i work my ass off so i can buy all these things. but is that all we are. these things? of course not. is it that people are letting themselves be controlled by this accumulation? do you see?
it is in the heart. the heart. Jesus was a silent man, they say. . that's why the things he said are very remembered.
do you live your aspirations, or do you talk about them? i talk about them. i talk about my heart, about love..
but do i live a gentle life. . a deeply affectionate, humble life of knowing. . .
?
what it means to be lonely? after days of contact with another. . forgetting yourself to a blissful point, and then you return to yourself. . and there it is. . waiting, impatient, wondering, in conflict, hoping, thinking, ideas, attachments, excitement, in and out. . and on and on. .
God is knocking. knocking and knocking. . i want to let the Great Spirit in. . i want to let the love flood in. . . what must i do? is there anything i must do? do i just wait patiently? what must i do?
is my ego ruining me?
must i give ME up?
ah.
dear
god
help
me
help me help help me! ; /
focus on your heart? what does all this stuff mean? you have a nice pad, you have toys that you amass, and accumulate. this gives you a proud feeling. yes, look what i've forged, im able to afford all this STUFF. im able to buy a car, and more things, and watch brainwashing tv, on a nice screen. yes, i work my ass off so i can buy all these things. but is that all we are. these things? of course not. is it that people are letting themselves be controlled by this accumulation? do you see?
it is in the heart. the heart. Jesus was a silent man, they say. . that's why the things he said are very remembered.
do you live your aspirations, or do you talk about them? i talk about them. i talk about my heart, about love..
but do i live a gentle life. . a deeply affectionate, humble life of knowing. . .
?
what it means to be lonely? after days of contact with another. . forgetting yourself to a blissful point, and then you return to yourself. . and there it is. . waiting, impatient, wondering, in conflict, hoping, thinking, ideas, attachments, excitement, in and out. . and on and on. .
God is knocking. knocking and knocking. . i want to let the Great Spirit in. . i want to let the love flood in. . . what must i do? is there anything i must do? do i just wait patiently? what must i do?
is my ego ruining me?
must i give ME up?
ah.
dear
god
help
me
help me help help me! ; /