Jan 15, 2004 19:42
Okay first of all this entry will have nothing to do with the one posted earlier. lol. Today was a good day. I started class again- Philosophy what, and I can tell I'm going to love it a lot...even if my Prof. is a bit.... bizarre. But we'll just leave it at that. I also have a lot of new "plans" to take care of...
I talked to Leah today too, and she informed me that I won't die going to Alvin's as long as I bring a friend, and seeing that I am still car-less that's a necessity anyways. lol. Sooo... erotic poetry night woot! It's not a fire-swallowing S&M show...but I already did that...and what could be better than a bunch of Detroit rockers reading their erotic tales...in poetry format. lol. And... It’s all ages so it can't be too graphic. Hee hee.
And now for the angry part... that will make no sense to anyone but myself. Oh well. There is nothing in this world that I value more than my friends.... and because of this, when there is something that I find fascinating that I think they would enjoy too, I like to share it with them...especially if it's an idea or something like that that is completely free to everyone. And of course if I share this thing with them, they are welcome to it...and of course they are going to have similar interests, but nothing pisses me off more than people taking credit for something that is mine...I'm not saying I'm original, I've never claimed that... and I've never claimed to be better than anyone else either...but it is pretty gay when everything I share with someone ends up becoming some obsession or interest or style of theirs. It makes me wonder why the hell I have spent so damn long being self-conscious when someone who is so damn "cool" doesn't have an original fiber in their body. After a while I feel like there's nothing left to me anymore...and that's not right. It's cool to be a lot like others, but I need something that is mine. More than anything...it's the attitude...If you are young and able-bodied go out and do something.... or better yet TRY to think for yourself for a while. I am damn sick of thinking for more than one person. People piss me off...
Anyways sorry about that guys, but I need to vent.... Kimbersquee- I'll put that icon up soon, I'm just being lazy right now... lol. But it is really cute. lol.