I am not talking (very much) about romantic relationships in this entry...It is more obscure

[jewelianne]

I realize now that I was only longing for something that never existed, and probably never could have existed, even had the circumstances been different.

That the things I clung so desperately to, because I thought they would keep me afloat, were the very things that made me feel as if I was sinking. (Okay, enough of that metaphor.)

And I had so much

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[acherrytreat]

I really like that entry...Especially the part about not letting fear stop you. I feel like I have that same internal battle a lot.