clip the wings that get you high, just leave 'em where they lie
On the one hand, I'm accomplishing things at work, I'm starting to notice positive effects of my exercise/diet regime, and I'm doing a little better at keeping things cleaned up.
On the other hand, I'm exhausted, I can't seem to finish anything because all the things I'm working on are too epic, I'm bad at denying myself foods that I'm craving even when I know I shouldn't eat them, and I've been getting weird vibes from Kevin for the past week.
My mood shifts wildly from pleased/accomplished to discouraged/worthless. My dreams are painfully vivid but utterly pointless. My creative work is non-existent, and my academic work is practically stalled due to lack of time. Between the two jobs and school, I have 46 hours a week spoken for (9 class, 12 Writing Center, 25 Borders), and that's without homework and travel time.
I feel drained, frustrated with myself, and basically like I can't do anything right.
And I can't find my passport, though I haven't put serious effort into searching, yet.
On the other hand, I'm exhausted, I can't seem to finish anything because all the things I'm working on are too epic, I'm bad at denying myself foods that I'm craving even when I know I shouldn't eat them, and I've been getting weird vibes from Kevin for the past week.
My mood shifts wildly from pleased/accomplished to discouraged/worthless. My dreams are painfully vivid but utterly pointless. My creative work is non-existent, and my academic work is practically stalled due to lack of time. Between the two jobs and school, I have 46 hours a week spoken for (9 class, 12 Writing Center, 25 Borders), and that's without homework and travel time.
I feel drained, frustrated with myself, and basically like I can't do anything right.
And I can't find my passport, though I haven't put serious effort into searching, yet.