(Untitled)

[jeweled_citrus]

Hi, this is agonystar posting for Kristi.

Special note to Victoria, she was wondering how you were, how you were doing and how things were going.

If you have anything you want me to tell her, comment on my friends only post on my journal.

Thanks and much love from Kristi.

Comments

[brentstaples]

dear kristi its halloween ,and here i sit alone at mom and dads .I really miss not having you across the street to take away the misery of being alone ,
Janets gone .(in case i havent mentioned)

she chose alocohol over me.(that made me feel pretty worthless)

oh well, who knows maybe the next girl i fall for will pick someone on death row ...
ha ha ....(but its really not that funny)
I dont know what else to say except i DO miss you ....
and i am sorry...
i love you..................still.

Brent

[jeweled_citrus]

Dont think I haven't missed you

[brentstaples]

then why wont you answer your phone ? or respond ? or drive down here and see me? I MISS YOU !!!

[jeweled_citrus]

Sean hasn't wanted me to talk to you, he used to check my cell phone and voice mail to see if I'd talked to you or anyone he didn't approve of. It's kind of funny that he on the other hand speaks with his ex Sarah all the time, and is even going to a movie with her tonight. I told him it bothered me, but he's still going. I think he's pissed at me because I haven't had put out lately, and Sarah's a whore. Anyway, please don't talk to him, I don't want him to know if I've talked to you or not, it's none of his business. Oh and I can't go anywhere, and my internet service will be shut off until I have money again. The state stopped paying me. I didn't get anything last month. So there you are bragging about getting my dream car, and I have .40 to my name! Wooo! :( On the plus side, I did get a job, but won't get paid until the 14th.

[jeweled_citrus]

I wish I could see you. I will never forgive myself or Sean for telling me not to. I shouldn't have ever listened to him. I love you Brent, why did you have to die?! Why did it have to be you? YOU?! Why you?!