Jun 16, 2005 21:56
Wow, it's been two months since I have written!! Thats pretty crazy in a way, but I guess not really since I haven't been really into writing on this. But I thought I'd write a little since I haven't seen many of you in a while. Or maybe it just seems like a while. My life has been pretty insane for the last couple of months. I think I am sure of one thing-then I'm NOT.....I think I know someone really well then I find out things and realize that I guess I might not be as a good judge of character as I thought I was.....I haven't been really good at calling anyone lately or communicating with people in general lately. I have been talking to my best friend in L.A every day, but other than that.....not to many other people. I wish I had a crystal ball to see into the future to see if I am making the right decisions lately, I don't need to see to far into the future for I wouldn't want to ruin the surprises of life....but just to know that I'm not fucking up everything. I just wish one aspect of life would get easier, then the rest of it would be much more manageable. How many of you believe in signs and actually do something based on them? Or do you just kinda go, huh?!