so many questions, left unanswered
k i said i was going to start doing this and i really am...going to try.
life really isnt exciting these days, actually it's been nothing but disapointment and upsets. And if you know me, i honestly try and see the best in things. And it's kinda ironic how that works out. There's nothing but bad news after another. I had high expectations for this year and life, yes i still do. but it's rather an eye opener. cuz life just isnt fair. then you get things that are so little to you and so big to another person, i simply don't feel like dealing with any of it. I would LOVE IT, if life could be simple and pure fun. although we all know that doesnt happen, so i'd like to have as much fun as possible, while taking the good with the bad. (while hoping the bad stops).
A happier note: this weekend wasnt a total waste. FINALLY my Aunt Jill and Daryll can get married. Todd is going to be the ring person and i'm going to be the flower girl...clever i know, i thought of it. so we celebrated that on friday. I proceeded to pick up the bf from work and we jammed...did our driving to no where (ha)...and we were set back on our plans, my plans...which i have every freakin intention of doing next weekend...MAYBE, no i will, promise. Saturday, work...ah then Woje called..we went to the movies where we freaked out. haha but running out to her car in the pouring ran was never so much fun. although she has no idea how to keep her freaking eyes on the road and off the phone....no wonder why their trying to make that illegal...ahh love ya cuz. Sunday YES i worked again, but the rest of the night was enjoyable. and here i am. Yes life could be better, but i am not complaining..
this weeks motto is, live a little....LOT