Every Semester
How does this always happen to me?
Every semester, usually toward the end of the semester, I run into the same guy from Crusade and I get the same guilt trip for not having shown up all semester.
Ummmm sorry I have a job and I usually work when Crusade is going on, excuse me.
But really for once the guilt trip didn't work. I don't feel bad because when I look at this semester I can see that I was happy, it has been a good semester, and I am actually proud of it and all of my acomplishments, whether I went to Crusade or not.
Crusade usually just made me perpetually unhappy because I couldn't live up to their cookie cutter standards of a college student. I mean seriously if I really wanted that I would just still live with my parents and their too hard to live up to ideals for my life.
Anyway, sorry for the mini rant, I am just sick of running into the same guy every semester, its like her purposely seeks me out to make me feel bad. Bleh, I wish subconsiously it didn't work so well.
Every semester, usually toward the end of the semester, I run into the same guy from Crusade and I get the same guilt trip for not having shown up all semester.
Ummmm sorry I have a job and I usually work when Crusade is going on, excuse me.
But really for once the guilt trip didn't work. I don't feel bad because when I look at this semester I can see that I was happy, it has been a good semester, and I am actually proud of it and all of my acomplishments, whether I went to Crusade or not.
Crusade usually just made me perpetually unhappy because I couldn't live up to their cookie cutter standards of a college student. I mean seriously if I really wanted that I would just still live with my parents and their too hard to live up to ideals for my life.
Anyway, sorry for the mini rant, I am just sick of running into the same guy every semester, its like her purposely seeks me out to make me feel bad. Bleh, I wish subconsiously it didn't work so well.