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"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." - Albert Einstein
I need to stop doing this. Fuck New Years resolution, I need to realize I deserve more than this. I want to be the priority, not the option. I want to be the first person you think to call, not the person you might remember to call. I want to be the person you make plans with, not the one you break them with.
I don't like not knowing where I stand. I don't like not knowing if you're fucking other people. I don't like it when you don't answer me back when I know you're there. I don't like excuses.
I won't wait around for you.
I can't.
I've been broken too hard.
I'm sorry that you need to pick up the pieces you didn't scatter. I'm sorry I can't give you the trust you deserve. I'm sorry I freak out over nothing. I'm sorry.
Blame him.
I think I could really like you if I wasn't so fucked up. I think we could be having a lot more fun. I think you're cute.
I want you in my bed, you occupy my mind already. I want to occupy your thoughts, wants, needs. I want you to want me. I want to be wanted in the way that I want you.
I need to stop doing this. Fuck New Years resolution, I need to realize I deserve more than this. I want to be the priority, not the option. I want to be the first person you think to call, not the person you might remember to call. I want to be the person you make plans with, not the one you break them with.
I don't like not knowing where I stand. I don't like not knowing if you're fucking other people. I don't like it when you don't answer me back when I know you're there. I don't like excuses.
I won't wait around for you.
I can't.
I've been broken too hard.
I'm sorry that you need to pick up the pieces you didn't scatter. I'm sorry I can't give you the trust you deserve. I'm sorry I freak out over nothing. I'm sorry.
Blame him.
I think I could really like you if I wasn't so fucked up. I think we could be having a lot more fun. I think you're cute.
I want you in my bed, you occupy my mind already. I want to occupy your thoughts, wants, needs. I want you to want me. I want to be wanted in the way that I want you.