Dec 21, 2005 01:32
so yeah im updating... done.
not really, life is pretty good. im optimistic lately and its sooo amazing. ive been seeing the good things in life and mostly remembering them. ive been just spending my time with my friends that i know really like me. im avoiding mean people. its amazing.
relationships.... ahahaha ill never get that right. i want to be inlove again but its hard to find someone. tommy, i dont know what to say about that. if you ask ill try to explain. i want to find love again. its hard though.
its winter... i fucking hate winter and i hate holidays. im trying my hardest not to be like that but snow ruins everything. holidays im trying to be optimistic. it just sucks when all the suprise has been taken out of the gifts.
money is a huge issue right now and is mostly the reason why im having any problems. meh. my dad, i avoid him.
really ive become a big wuss, i avoid everything i dont like, but eh at least im happy.
lol if you couldnt tell up hopped up on vics lol so yeah life is good right now. i just got my wisdom teeth out a little more than 12 hours ago. im doing really good though. i feel great! no pain at all.